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Today, I turn 44.
So far, I went for my morning run, played video games and ate lunch.
All of this, alone.
Not one person has wished me happy birthday.
Not even my family.
I want to take this moment to reflect on how fucked up my life has been.
I’ve been treated like shit from the day I was born.
Just one fucked up experience after another.
There comes a time when one can no longer have the best wishes for the world.
When the dream of being the hero has fully faded away.
A time when one can only hate the world.
…..to not be alone anymore……….to fill the void……
So far, I went for my morning run, played video games and ate lunch.
All of this, alone.
Not one person has wished me happy birthday.
Not even my family.
I want to take this moment to reflect on how fucked up my life has been.
I’ve been treated like shit from the day I was born.
Just one fucked up experience after another.
There comes a time when one can no longer have the best wishes for the world.
When the dream of being the hero has fully faded away.
A time when one can only hate the world.
…..to not be alone anymore……….to fill the void……
