We live in a world full of hypocrisy, deceit and manipulation. Where might makes right, but people sell the lie that being kind-hearted, moral and caring to others makes you likable and a good person, who others will appreciate. That women actually care about deep traits and aren't superficial and looks obsessed. The bleakness of the blackpill is the sad reality of this world.
Despite some of my extreme posts here my whole life I have been a decent person to others, caring about their feelings, being helpful and listening to their issues, while others never cared about or accepted me. I was honest and direct with people while they manipulated my naivety and trust. I was brutally abused and mistreated by those closest to me, while I was generally abandoned or denied when I needed others. It's an unfortunate weakness and proof of my moral integrity that I can still feel affective empathy and caring for others, though it has been severely dimmed.
Fortunately I now realize that most people unworthy of being regarded with empathy in fact in my entire life, I have never met a single person who was worthy of caring, kindness or respect.
Despite some of my extreme posts here my whole life I have been a decent person to others, caring about their feelings, being helpful and listening to their issues, while others never cared about or accepted me. I was honest and direct with people while they manipulated my naivety and trust. I was brutally abused and mistreated by those closest to me, while I was generally abandoned or denied when I needed others. It's an unfortunate weakness and proof of my moral integrity that I can still feel affective empathy and caring for others, though it has been severely dimmed.
Fortunately I now realize that most people unworthy of being regarded with empathy in fact in my entire life, I have never met a single person who was worthy of caring, kindness or respect.
