SuicideFuel my biggest fear when I get to soi6

[Incline]

I am fucking high inhib asf I bet I will get scared and not be strong enough to walk on that street, or I will act autistic and say autistic shit. I dont think even alcohol can save me tbh tbh and I cant fking get drunk so early in the night if I want to fuck someone anyway and going there sober is massive suifuel for autist retard like me its just fucking over buddy boyos I will get so high inhib and be stressed and scared to talk to those whores its over when you are too high inhib to even talk to whores JFL its over


View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qP8eXQDm-Mg


That is why I am forming a SEAmaxx expedition squad so that I can have other autists with me and it will ease the pressure on me by group psychology. But I have a feeling nobody will come with me anyway eitherway I have to go and deal with it somehow if I go alone it is what it is

 

[PrototypeCel]

I am fucking high inhib asf I bet I will get scared and not be strong enough to walk on that street, or I will act autistic and say autistic shit. I dont think even alcohol can save me tbh tbh and I cant fking get drunk so early in the night if I want to fuck someone anyway and going there sober is massive suifuel for autist retard like me its just fucking over buddy boyos I will get so high inhib and be stressed and scared to talk to those whores its over when you are too high inhib to even talk to whores JFL its over


View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qP8eXQDm-Mg


That is why I am forming a SEAmaxx expedition squad so that I can have other autists with me and it will ease the pressure on me by group psychology. But I have a feeling nobody will come with me anyway eitherway I have to go and deal with it somehow if I go alone it is what it is

alcohol makes me act like a low inhib chad which is bad for obvious reasons
i will socialize with people go to bars talk shit online but i regret it the next day every single time because its just embarrassing acting like a chad as a sub5 i know i sounded cringe and looked cringe

 

[Incline]

its just embarrassing acting like a chad as a sub5 its just cringe

 

[PrototypeCel]

I am fucking high inhib asf I bet I will get scared and not be strong enough to walk on that street, or I will act autistic and say autistic shit. I dont think even alcohol can save me tbh tbh and I cant fking get drunk so early in the night if I want to fuck someone anyway and going there sober is massive suifuel for autist retard like me its just fucking over buddy boyos I will get so high inhib and be stressed and scared to talk to those whores its over when you are too high inhib to even talk to whores JFL its over


View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qP8eXQDm-Mg


That is why I am forming a SEAmaxx expedition squad so that I can have other autists with me and it will ease the pressure on me by group psychology. But I have a feeling nobody will come with me anyway eitherway I have to go and deal with it somehow if I go alone it is what it is

if i had money id meet you at the airport of wherever that place is

 

[HotDogCel]

alcohol makes me act like a low inhib

alcohol lower my inhibition but not enough to socialize even when I'm about to coma

 

[PrototypeCel]

alcohol lower my inhibition but not enough to socialize even when I'm about to coma

yeah you shouldnt anyways
youll regret it

 

[HotDogCel]

If you grew up being reminded daily that you are subhuman, and if from an objectiv stand point you are deformed, you cannot forget 1 second even under any substance this reality. It is too deeply located in the brain.. probably in the fuckin brain stem for me