So, i don't know about you, but i've always wondered if those CuckTears users were real and, if so, how could they be. I've always thought that they were a bunch of normies or trolls and such, but now i'm starting to believe that incel in denials do exist.
My friend, he's really close to me and we know each other since a long time (25+years). We've never talked to each other about our problem (being ugly) and, as far as i know, his "public" existance was filled with rejections, mockery and bullying (things that happened to me, too, despite in a lesser way). I consider him uglier than me, and i'm ugly.
Anyways, the other day we were talking about the fact some things are decided when you're born, like the fact you're rich or poor. From that, i've shifted the conversation talking about your life is also determined not only by the money you have to the start but, also, by your looks. He was like "nah, impossible!". I told him "do you seriously believe that if you were good looking you would have shut yourself in your house, avoiding all contact and confrontation from the world and becoming what resembles a feminine 50 years old lady instead of a manly man"? and he was like "it's all because of my personality. my personality is not dependant on my looks. i shut myself in my house for other reasons. if i was good looking my personality would have kept me down anyways".
Now, i had no interest in pursuing that conversation because this guy is in denial for everything (and that's the reasion he's basically shut in his house, while i, at least, managed to get a job and do some sport), but i was amazed how someone ugly than him, with his kind of life (he was bullied basically everywhere we went), was capable of being with such a level of delusion.
Also, while we mock cucks (well, the cuckface at least), i think he'd be a perfect cuck. One time we met this young girl asking for money and he was ready to give her a nice sum (he would never even come close to a male beggar) and another time he wanted to escort two girls, AT NIGHT; for like 1 hour of walking. Of course i said no to the thots because those whores wanted just to use us because "tee-hee nice guys are ready to serve us".
On the surface i envy him, because he shows to be seriously convinced that his looks has nothing to do with his shitty life, but i know it's a facade and he probably suffers like me and the rest of us.
My friend, he's really close to me and we know each other since a long time (25+years). We've never talked to each other about our problem (being ugly) and, as far as i know, his "public" existance was filled with rejections, mockery and bullying (things that happened to me, too, despite in a lesser way). I consider him uglier than me, and i'm ugly.
Anyways, the other day we were talking about the fact some things are decided when you're born, like the fact you're rich or poor. From that, i've shifted the conversation talking about your life is also determined not only by the money you have to the start but, also, by your looks. He was like "nah, impossible!". I told him "do you seriously believe that if you were good looking you would have shut yourself in your house, avoiding all contact and confrontation from the world and becoming what resembles a feminine 50 years old lady instead of a manly man"? and he was like "it's all because of my personality. my personality is not dependant on my looks. i shut myself in my house for other reasons. if i was good looking my personality would have kept me down anyways".
Now, i had no interest in pursuing that conversation because this guy is in denial for everything (and that's the reasion he's basically shut in his house, while i, at least, managed to get a job and do some sport), but i was amazed how someone ugly than him, with his kind of life (he was bullied basically everywhere we went), was capable of being with such a level of delusion.
Also, while we mock cucks (well, the cuckface at least), i think he'd be a perfect cuck. One time we met this young girl asking for money and he was ready to give her a nice sum (he would never even come close to a male beggar) and another time he wanted to escort two girls, AT NIGHT; for like 1 hour of walking. Of course i said no to the thots because those whores wanted just to use us because "tee-hee nice guys are ready to serve us".
On the surface i envy him, because he shows to be seriously convinced that his looks has nothing to do with his shitty life, but i know it's a facade and he probably suffers like me and the rest of us.
