vodkacel
truest slavcel of them all
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Had a doctor appointment 1 hour ago, with a 50 year old Dutch man. It was 15 min. He was really nice and caring, compare to previous foid doctors (who literally rolled their eyes when I was talking).
Told him my symptoms, he proposed that I have 'Major Depressive Disorder with elements of Social Anxiety ' . Gave me meds for palpitations (beta blocker), did ECG (it was normal). He said that I can contact psychiatrist to get ssri, for anxiety and depression.
He asked my why I think I have symptoms (trigger), and I dropped him with few black pills about my ugliness, dating prospects, harassment, how normies treat me, etc. He was silent all the time. I also added 1 slavpill, to which he said that I am overgeneralizing. He changed the topic quickly, although didn't feed me with bluepill nonsense.
He asked if I tried using apps / approaching (I did obviously). He said that I can do CBT, but I said that it did not help in the past.
THEN, he said, since therapy did not help me, I can opt for plastic surgery and that he can help me to chose appropriate surgeon. I asked him if it's going to help me, and he suggested that rhinoplasty would benefit me. I will also need to consult psychologist before surgery.
So now he sent me few options and I am setting a meeting with them. I have a new spark of hope to escape this sink hole, but who knows?