Mortis
The Senator of Suffering & Minister of Misery
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- Jun 8, 2022
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I could get so angry looking at women just passing me by while I am on the street, young or old, fat or ugly, pretty or odd, it didn't matter. It came to a point that I had to hold myself back from having a breakdown because I knew that these people don't see me as human.
The more I self reflect, the more this feeling diminishes. They don't see me as human because I am not human. It seems silly to be angry with them for never choosing me when I wouldn't wish myself upon my worst enemy.
My flaws are endless and my postive qualities nonexistent. How the FUCK can I blame ANY FOID for not wanting to be with me. I don't even want to be with me, let alone a woman that has shit to do and a life to live. No one should EVER spend a single picosecond of their limited lives on me. It's just a waste.
"Muh patriarchy" wouldn't save me, there is no deus ex machina that could ever redeem the vaporised sticky soda stain on the supermarket floor that is me.
I don't deserve anyone's attention, care or love.
The more I self reflect, the more this feeling diminishes. They don't see me as human because I am not human. It seems silly to be angry with them for never choosing me when I wouldn't wish myself upon my worst enemy.
My flaws are endless and my postive qualities nonexistent. How the FUCK can I blame ANY FOID for not wanting to be with me. I don't even want to be with me, let alone a woman that has shit to do and a life to live. No one should EVER spend a single picosecond of their limited lives on me. It's just a waste.
"Muh patriarchy" wouldn't save me, there is no deus ex machina that could ever redeem the vaporised sticky soda stain on the supermarket floor that is me.
I don't deserve anyone's attention, care or love.