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I’ve (30) been married to my husband (32) for 13 years (arranged marriage).
I entirely understand how I’m an utterly dreadful human being but I often, almost daily, fantasise about my husband passing away. I don’t actually want him to die but I imagine my life would be ten-fold more convenient & freeing if he was no longer here.
My husband isn’t attentive or affectionate. He is family-oriented but this doesn’t translate to me. Most of his free time is spent with his parents or friends.
Neither one of us brings any value to the others life. We can’t divorce / separate for a variety of reasons. Death would be the only way to free either one of us.
View: https://www.reddit.com/r/MuslimMarriage/comments/14zfunf/its_wholly_wrong_of_me_but_i_often_catch_myself/
@Med Amine