I could never see any girl proudly introducing me to her family. Small head, werid guy, only 5'8, mixed (soycumskin/squatamalen mix) with weird disharmonious facial features , and autistic like behavior (though I still don't think im autistic, im actually extroverted but not allowed to be in any group ) . At 29 i still thought RooshV style PUA could save me, at 31 I discovered the Incel forums and finally pieced it together that it Never Began. However, during my early 20s I luckily didn't concern myself with finding a GF ( I intinctively knew it wouldn't happen) so I just wanted to go for 1 night stands . I learned to have fun while being a loner at least and I gained alot of monk-like discipline to be healthy and workout a lot. Atleast i have a lean body and sharp musculature approaching 32yrs old with a dope beard and ok oiled-slick back hair ( i use a wide tooth comb and beard oil in my hair and have a barber skinfade the sides and back every month