I always get this feeling when am around people of being, invisible, like I am being left behind or about to miss the journey. Everyone else is a passenger and I am on a different flight.
Take prom when I was 16, everyone was talking, like the couple's and just the general people flirting, and I was just there, like I had to reason to be. Like I don't exist
I feel as if we all have a preselected journey in our lives. Due to LMS and gender. When you are around people with very different journeys to yours, it just feels depressing. They are in for a better ride than you, you can just see it on their faces
Again today in the hairdressers, this guys cute girlfriend was waiting for him. You could see the bliss on their faces as they were about to leave. They are probably having sex now, they will probably go on holidays and have fun Christmas and shit. While I am alone, I will be walking to the supermarket by myself, I am an invisible man. I am an NPC, and they are the main characters.
Take prom when I was 16, everyone was talking, like the couple's and just the general people flirting, and I was just there, like I had to reason to be. Like I don't exist
I feel as if we all have a preselected journey in our lives. Due to LMS and gender. When you are around people with very different journeys to yours, it just feels depressing. They are in for a better ride than you, you can just see it on their faces
Again today in the hairdressers, this guys cute girlfriend was waiting for him. You could see the bliss on their faces as they were about to leave. They are probably having sex now, they will probably go on holidays and have fun Christmas and shit. While I am alone, I will be walking to the supermarket by myself, I am an invisible man. I am an NPC, and they are the main characters.
