SuicideFuel Mental illness is suicide fuel.

[Deleted member 11040]

I've talked about killing myself a few weeks ago and lately the temptation is only getting stronger. I was diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder so I hear and see things that aren't there (mentalcel) and I cannot take it anymore. Do I really have to suffer like this forever? Do I have to be a slave to my own mind? The voices... they constantly put me down and tell me to kill people. I see horrible things such as weird creatures trying to tear their faces off and I also sometimes see spiders everywhere slowly crawling from my feet to my neck... I am terrified. I can't afford therapy so is suicide the answer at this point? What should I do? I'm still very young.

 

[stuttercel]

Go to a psychiatrist

 

[Deleted member 1042]

https://news.stanford.edu/2014/07/16/voices-culture-luhrmann-071614/

Some studies suggests culture and environment shape the types of voices you hear (benign vs. malicious). There are some implications in this news article on treatment. Try all sorts of treatment and cope before the rope.

 

[Eternaldarkness]

I think you need to seek help.

 

[Loooooser]

Suicide is never the option, just seek help asap

 

[San Salvador]

It's especially bad when it causes everyone in your school to laugh at you.

 

[Jockcel]

Just be careful not to get locked up and perma-stoned.