That's why men today are so broken. You can't be in brotherhood, you can't enjoy company, you can't embrace unsexual touch with other men, since everyone is brainwashed and sees gays everywhere, like they're fucking 90% of our society. However, women are privileged by this, as they can be very touchy and affectionate with each other, and they're doing this without facing accusations of being lesbians.
All I've ever enjoyed in life was being touchy and affectionate with other sensitive boys when I was a kid, I had this one friend that had an abusive dad and an overbearing mom, so almost everyday he ran off to have sleepovers with me because he lived next door in our village. There were more boys and we played in the forest with cheap chinese airsoft guns and afterwards we'd go to town and buy candy. It was so fucking cool, playing with 8 kids about being in war and afterwards go eat icecream, or go to the beach together.
We would hug and hold hands, without any sexual or romantic intent, because we would talk about wanting to get girlfriends too.
School was hell though, because apart from my neighbors the other boys were either violent, weirdly sexual at a young age and just ticking time bombs on their way to become criminals. The girls were uninterested in me, ridiculed me and exiled me, and the one girl that I could see myself with was interested in my younger brother and was a bitch to me, so all I had was my male best friend, and eventually I lost him too.
After a while I moved to the place that I currently live at, my mother stopped showing affection to me to focus entirely on my siblings and my dad basically disappeared from my life. All the while the boys here were emotionally disconnected from themselves, addicted to their phones and destroyed by normgroid brain eating amoeba, by this point I was like 12 so the childlike wonder of holding hands with your bros was already impossible, still, I tried to find someone to be close to, but there wasn't anyone like that to be found, little did I know things would get worse by the year.
The rest of my school life was lonely, surrounded by retarded people, I tried reaching out to the village boys, but they had turned into normies too. I played minecraft with my cousin but it wasn't the same, only in my dreams I could enjoy the innocent joy of living life next to other men who deeply cared about you. So I spent my days daydreaming about having my guardian angel being on my side pushing through life.
Now I'm 19, so to find a male that isn't mindbroken by the many kike tricks out there is nearly impossible, I know one dude that I feel is like me in this sense, but I can't reach him. I want to hug him really bad. Meanwhile I see foids acting like this and no one bats an eye, because if you're a fucking foid you're allowed to do whatever you want.
At the end of the day I just want to have innocent fun with my bros and to have a girlfriend that understands me and loves me for what I am, I don't even care for sex, brutal innocencepill.