Rixinuj
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View: https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1bastdg/my_embarrassing_story_i_will_kms_today_im_so_sorry/
"The medication caused my growth plates to close early. I'm 19 now and 5'7 and when I was 14 I was also 5'7. my mother is 5'8 and my dad is 6 f. Not only did it destroy my growth, which is very important in today's society, it also caused me to lose my hair."
"I then met a girl online with whom I have written a lot and am still writing. She lives 5 hours away from me. I think I fell in love with her. But I was so insecure and I thought I needed a full head of hair before we can see us in real life. So I did a hair transplant when I was fucking 19. I put all my savings into it and an unethical doctor made it for me. The results are very bad and my hair looks much worse than before. Making that was the biggest mistake of my life and I regret it every day."
"The girl I'm in love with will never fall in love with me. I have nothing, I screwed everything up. I isolated myself from all friends and stopped all my hobbies like football. My day consists of waking up and waiting to go back to sleep"
"I was in a clinic for 3 months, I had therapy and everything but it didn't do anything for me."