Man, some days this is so much harder than others ngl

[Clavicus Vile]

I swear most days I can cope fine at least knowing one day I’ll die. But other days, man it feels like dragging my balls against small shards of sharp glass for miles, or having my bones broken by a sledgehammer. It really gets hard some days, knowing never feeling the warmth of a woman in my bed snuggled up with me, telling me she loves me more than anything. Nothing makes up for what I’m lacking, not AI, not masturbation, not hiking, nothing.

 

[Inbred]

OCD makes it 100% worse.

 

[FuckYou]

I feel the same way. You just gotta take it one day at a time

 

[ack]

things are only bearable because I can only focus on a few things at a time. on one day I may be thinking about my appearance but I'm not fully being hit by the agepill or teenlovepill at that moment. if the entire reality of my existence, which I can't even fully grasp, came at me all at once It would be brutal.

 

[Soystein]

The agepill is extremely brutal, I think only the dickpill is worse.

 

[Leon98]

OCD makes it 100% worse.