I regularly would cut class to smoke in the bathroom or to just avoid things like group projects and the such. I also ran from hall monitors on multiple occasions, ran past a security guard trying to keep me at school for a pep rally (I couldn't get my skip slip signed in time), and, like a dumbass, mouthed off to teachers on a few occasions to look like a thug.
In the end I just came off as a clown and a tryhard, and was treated like a leper or jester by the popular white and black kids I badly wanted to integrate with. I really wish I'd known about the blackpill earlier on in life so I'd never have gone down that path of attempting thug & jestermaxxing. Crazy how close I was to finding it too – I discovered ER in the mid-2010s from a "TOP 10 YOUTUBERS THAT BECAME KILLERS" video or something like that, but I only found the blackpill later on in 2020 (and accepted it in early-mid 2022). Though I do remember first seeing that video and thinking "if THIS guy had it that hard, how screwed am I?" Bit of an early hint that it was beyond over