When I saw a couple on the beach kissing and hugging and having the time of their life's it made me realise how empty and lonely my life is .
After graduating from diploma mill university, realizing I had no job, student debt and no future just hitting me all at once. Like I woke out of a trance and just saw the word 'sucker' printed on the walls a thousand different ways.
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When I fell from a bycicle. It was just the most stupid falling ever.
Something inside me died that day.
Something inside me died that day.
I can't think of a particular lowest moment. My life has been pretty stable.
Today because
- I'm older than yesterday
- uglier than yesterday
- closer to death than yesterday
- another day being a virgin
- another day of pain tallied down
- another day of being me
- I'm older than yesterday
- uglier than yesterday
- closer to death than yesterday
- another day being a virgin
- another day of pain tallied down
- another day of being me
This
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right now and future doesnt look good either.
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All my school years starting from 5th grade, when my mother forced me go into different school.
Nothing could be compared to that time. I was rejected by all classmates when I was in school, and my mother brought new boyfriend who bashed me hard when I was at home. I had nowhere to go to. I felt like junk, miserable, bullied 24/7. Ended up having nervous breakdown, and almost died from heart attack once.
Nothing could be compared to that time. I was rejected by all classmates when I was in school, and my mother brought new boyfriend who bashed me hard when I was at home. I had nowhere to go to. I felt like junk, miserable, bullied 24/7. Ended up having nervous breakdown, and almost died from heart attack once.
Whole of 2019.
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Holy shit at having heart attacks as a child because of bullying, torture and rejection.
When i started browsing imageboards. I can notice how it affected my mental health.
why so?
Jerking off at work after my oneitis coworker rejected me.
Going to the hospital and having the surgeon diagnose me with acne inversa and cutting 5 boils off my ass. Then a month later getting a bill for $6,000.
Both were equally shitty moments of my life.
Third will probably be my parents finding my body hanging and shit/piss leaking down my leg after I die.
Going to the hospital and having the surgeon diagnose me with acne inversa and cutting 5 boils off my ass. Then a month later getting a bill for $6,000.
Both were equally shitty moments of my life.
Third will probably be my parents finding my body hanging and shit/piss leaking down my leg after I die.
Last week when I fapped to cp and realized that I'm almost 21, sitting in my moms basement wacking it to anime and 12 yos because no girl, especially no girl that age wants me. I felt like the abomination I am and it really made me think. I'm also Hikikomori btw. lol
Quit my job; all friends got foids and out of reach; thought about suicide for serious; all activities became joyless (even fap); will be 30 y.o. soon.
The day I realized I was too ugly to get a girlfriend and have a successful normie life.
Basically me for the last year or so, give or take
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Mid to late 20s are fucking tough. Too young to make enough, brutal dating scene, friends fade, alone, not developed long term perspective yet.
When i ask a neighbor girl# and she replay my number expires soon....after that she ghost me like hell
Completely mentally breaking down over Christmas break 2017 because of all the flak I caught from girls I knew online. Not to mention there was an entire circle of people making fun of what I looked like and I got ghosted a lot.
man such a suifuel, and this 30 yo ahh
Being born as an indian in India
i propably would consider my LDAR as low , forcting myself to be an social retard sounds sickening to me , i propably will looksmax for the sake of it and.
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