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It was a few years ago. A distant relative of mine just graduated, it was an expensive school that he visited. And this school made a goodbye celebration. There was also meat and drink, I had to attend despite being sick. All of the women there were assholes of course: They were rich, young, educated - an average man is nothing more than a primitive, worthless animal in their eyes, a dirty incest peasant, they can afford to walk around like the high nobility while spitting on everything remotely average. One of these tall whores ran around all the time and always bumped into my chair causing severe pain in my sensitive back and worsening my headaches. This happened not only once, but over five times. She bumped into me and no excuse could be heard. Not a single word.
Then I completely yelled at her, because I finally had enough. And how scared/injured she looked, from the look of her face I can tell you that this was definetely the first time that she was confronted with someone who didn't give a fuck about the arbitrary social boundaries and therefore didn't let her get away with her shit. I forced her to acknowledge my existence by becoming a problem for her that couldn't be ignored. And from the look of her face alone I tell you that it was worth it, just for that one moment. As a low-status male you don't even exist for women, you are invisible to them, they treat you with condescending compassion at best if they acknowledge your existence at all. She walked all over me and didn't even notice, until I forced her to notice it.
And even then no fucking excuse could be heard and even my own family looked at me like I was the bad guy for pointing out her shitty behavior, it's ok to bump into people a couple of times while making no excuses but calling a privileged whore out is suddenly bad because it's rude (I didn't even insult her, I just yelled "Hey!" at her, but it was enough to shock her/others). But suddenly I am the aggressor. Fuck this gay earth. Those interactions really show me my place in the social hierarchy, but I am too low-inhib to give a fuck about it anymore. Every insult gets retaliated a thousandfold, even when I lose more by being rude/aggressive/vindicative I deem it worth it for the cathartis that is associated with seeing entitled richfags/women shudder in shock, because these persons then realize that only the cowardice of others in the face of arbitrary social boundaries protects them and that all their social/monetary capital won't help them when someone really becomes unreasonable.
Then I completely yelled at her, because I finally had enough. And how scared/injured she looked, from the look of her face I can tell you that this was definetely the first time that she was confronted with someone who didn't give a fuck about the arbitrary social boundaries and therefore didn't let her get away with her shit. I forced her to acknowledge my existence by becoming a problem for her that couldn't be ignored. And from the look of her face alone I tell you that it was worth it, just for that one moment. As a low-status male you don't even exist for women, you are invisible to them, they treat you with condescending compassion at best if they acknowledge your existence at all. She walked all over me and didn't even notice, until I forced her to notice it.
And even then no fucking excuse could be heard and even my own family looked at me like I was the bad guy for pointing out her shitty behavior, it's ok to bump into people a couple of times while making no excuses but calling a privileged whore out is suddenly bad because it's rude (I didn't even insult her, I just yelled "Hey!" at her, but it was enough to shock her/others). But suddenly I am the aggressor. Fuck this gay earth. Those interactions really show me my place in the social hierarchy, but I am too low-inhib to give a fuck about it anymore. Every insult gets retaliated a thousandfold, even when I lose more by being rude/aggressive/vindicative I deem it worth it for the cathartis that is associated with seeing entitled richfags/women shudder in shock, because these persons then realize that only the cowardice of others in the face of arbitrary social boundaries protects them and that all their social/monetary capital won't help them when someone really becomes unreasonable.
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