Surprisingly enough, I didnt believe in love during my pre blackpilled days. I thought of it as some normie garbage spouted as they were bored of their daily routine. It was due to years of abuse at the hands of foids and society, the criminals. I was just lustful but never sought after a relationship while I never got the chance of either.
A year later i stumbled upon a blackpill video and learnt why my life is how it is. I felt like I was an idiot all along, there is no point in life, I began to see humans as animals and everyday I only feel pain and suffering. Oddly enough, i began to romanticize love and daydreaming of marrying a virgin pious muslim foid but it would always come crashing down when i think of what foids do these days. I am now angry most of the time. Everyday the thought of going ER becomes realer.
A year later i stumbled upon a blackpill video and learnt why my life is how it is. I felt like I was an idiot all along, there is no point in life, I began to see humans as animals and everyday I only feel pain and suffering. Oddly enough, i began to romanticize love and daydreaming of marrying a virgin pious muslim foid but it would always come crashing down when i think of what foids do these days. I am now angry most of the time. Everyday the thought of going ER becomes realer.
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