I'm Not A Monster, I'm Just Ahead Of The Curve
- Feb 28, 2018
- 176d 2h 20m
@IncelKingThis is probably the final and most transcendent form of the Blackpill. It marks the divide between incels who are' incels of circumstance' so to speak, who share very neurotypical thinking patterns but deprived of social inclusion because of their body, from those who are ugly but also principled in their philosophy. Conversely of course it is rare, as those in privilege stand to lose a fair bit from aligning themselves with incels, but we know there are a few Chads bestowed with the right body for femoid adoration, yet either secretly or openly endorse the blackpill and disparage women for their hypergamous and superficial attitudes, including a few celebrities like rappers who talked about it.
The question is, if you are a slave, do you solely yearn to be the master holding the whip, or would you be repulsed by the society that enables it even if you weren't? This entire concept, this outdated and malevolent evolutionary relic of 'physical attractiveness' is a fundamentally unfair and immoral one. Having people's entire reaction be different and often discriminatory toward you for the course of your life, never get to experience what others do, just because of a few errant DNA sequences responsible for shaping your face and body? Women immediately praising and fawning over guys they don't even know just because they won the genetic lottery, people being encouraged to spend countless piles of cash on plastic surgery or other beauty products to fit in and calling it a good thing just because of one, dumb fucking leftover from prehistoric times that feeds neurochemicals from the hindbrain based on certain visual stimuli?
As other incels have said in the past, normies ( Mostly due to media and authority figure brainwashing, without which they are incapable of overcoming their base instincts ) will tell you that judging people for the way they were born is no longer acceptable, except for the most powerful distinction of all which they can't surpass and therefore will keep defending with every gaslighting technique and fallacy in the book. In a truly progressive world, looks should not be mentioned - ever. It's all about that personality, right? So stop commenting on who's hot and who's not. Expecting that from normies and women especially is impossible due to their nature, but if they were to acknowledge it, then there would at least be a way forward to redeem humanity from this obsolete instinct in a highly effective manner. Without getting too much into it, it would involve the manual elimination of hypergamy and the Halo Effect by medically intervening in the hormonal, neurological, and genetic development of both female and neurotypical male infants.
As society currently stands however, I would not really 'ascend' or be pleased even if I transformed into a Chad tomorrow, because I am not just an incel of circumstance but also a neurodivergent male. The thought of having to flirt and positively interact with a woman who would treat me as ugly men are known to be treated were it not for my 'disguise' is incomprehensibly revolting. It's equivalent to becoming a friend of someone who used to bully you for years because he doesn't remember you, or you're rich or successful and he respects you for it. And if it is a relationship, you'll need to stand by her side whenever she's being a bitch to other ugly men for no reason.
I find that intolerable. So intolerable as to take precedent over any sexual urges present. I would be too distraught to keep up the charade and instead start grilling her about her feelings for ugly men and her history with them, which would probably prompt a repudiation and conflict. Reminds me of a line from the trailer for the upcoming Obi-Wan Kenobi series - "The Jedi Code is like an itch, they cannot help it.". I can't help but attack injustice, I wouldn't be able to feign otherwise. I'm much more suited to be a virgin Cardinal or Inquisitor charged with enforcing chastity and purity than a Chad in my fantasies. The problem isn't that I'm unattractive, the problem is hypergamy and lookism.
This is also where I would somewhat split directions with a segment of incels that say they would hypothetically reject a below-average woman as a loving girlfriend. Now, in practice, it doesn't really matter because all ugly women are solipsistic sociopaths who despise ugly men and see them as trash regardless of what hobbies they share or how he behaves because they cannot enough looks and status to fit their hypergamous desires. But if in theory they weren't and actually approached incels, then it would constitute a moral issue. How can I allow myself to act like a superficial woman and potentially sexually ostracize others without having any qualms about it? As a man, my rational side should be stronger than impulse. I can understand being unable to resist it, but even then I would be supportive of methods to get rid of that instinct, and I would probably try very hard to put my duty to my values above it regardless and make an attempt to put my enjoyment behind and go through with it at least for a while, like drinking something bitter that you need to or doing something painful but necessary.
I'm curious as to how many incels share a similar mindset and values about the inherent depression and hatred that would remain for lookist society and women even if they were themselves attractive, although this might be too long to read for any but the more thoughtful and patient incels.
I have to agree a bit (with the main premise) - "Even if I looked like Chad, I wouldn't be happy".
I have become a misanthrope over the years. Even if I woke up tomorrow and everything was going my way in life, my hatred for humanity and existence itself would still remain. There's no going back. All I can do is focus on what I enjoy doing and try to do those things, but I will never feel this sense of "happiness" that people talk about, because I'm too self aware to not always be conscious about the nature of this reality and how fucked up it really is.
It's not about empathy for me, it's just a hatred for how this reality works, how unbalanced and vile everything just is.
Most people see a puppy and think "awe cute". I see a puppy and I see that it's cute, and I also immediately think about all the things that happened in the background for that puppy to get there, all the disgusting biological steps, all the unfairness that preceded it.
1. The two males competing and one being beaten and/or killed (or a male being selected artificially because of it's genetic superiority)
2. The vulgarity of the sex that resulted in the pregnancy (or the eugenicist process of artificial insemination and the selection of the sperm)
3. Etc, etc, etc.
For me there is no escape, I can't mentally block out reality like normies do (well, it's more like they aren't even self aware enough to be conscious of this reality). There's a reason why people say "ignorance is bliss".
When I see the beauty of the world, I don't see just the beauty, I see and acknowledge the disgusting and sinister side of it, rather involuntarily. I couldn't turn this off even if I wanted to.
That's the thing about being TRULY black pilled, there is no off switch, after you've been black pilled you see it everywhere, your mind instantly starts analyzing things under a black lens (like wearing dark shades all the time) .
As I've talked about before. When I worked as a cashier before (shortly after being black pilled) there was a time where a tall white guy walked into the room, and all my female co-workers began to slowly gather around to oogle at him while he wasn't focused on them at all, just paying at the counter and getting his items.
Just to fuck with them I walked over and loudly asked (not too loud, but loud enough) - "Hey, what's everyone standing around here for" . I just pretended to be clueless, everyone with a guilty look on their face scattered like roaches and went back to their posts. In the past I not only would not have noticed that a "black pill event" was taking place, but I wouldn't have even been bold enough to do that.
After being black pilled I stop giving a fuck about appearances and playing all these pointless social games, because I knew now that it was genetics and resources that mattered, and "playing nice" wasn't going to get me anything anyways because I don't have either.
There have been other examples where being black pilled had prevented me from simping and being taken advantage of, when I know for a fact my past self would have fallen for it.
There are too many incels on this forum who like to conveniently wear blinders over their black pill lens, whenever it's convenient. That's when something hits to close to home or goes against something they consider "sacred" (blue pilled thinking):
Oneitis who "always treated them well and that's why they like her"
They like to pick and choose when they use their black pill vision. Ironically, because they do this, there will be times in their life when they should have their lenses on, but they forgot to put them on. They have to play this weird back and forth vision swapping game with themselves, so they are bound to make a mistake in the future at some point.
For those of us who always keep our lenses on, that will never be a problem.
In fact I would say, its more like our eyes themselves have been transformed, it's the fakers who are using lenses as they like to take them off every now and then.