I remember the first day I first learned about dating statistics, the blackpill, how fucked I was. I had always “known” but the blackpill put into words that I could finally understand. I’ll never be enough, no matter how much I try to change. Im reminiscing right now, I’m remembering when I made my first account here, and the day I deleted it, I had had a conversation with a redpiller and it was convincing, I thought I had the opportunity to change, to become better, to not have to bear the curse of being too unappealing to look at, but unfortunately, reality has a way of bringing you back, like cocaine or something I dunno. Another thing I’d like to quickly say, I’m not using discord anymore. Completely done with that shit. “Violent extremism” everytime I join a server. It’s pissing me off.
If any of you want to look at any of my old posts here, @Gogetacel
If any of you want to look at any of my old posts here, @Gogetacel
