I used to post on this one forum ever since I was a kid, it was a small forum but I liked it that way since everyone pretty much knew each-other. I was well liked on there, started what eventually became the most active thread on there. (It had over a thousand pages)
After I transitioned to high school and the loneliness began to take it's toll, so did depression. There was a board for venting so I made some threads about my struggles, and like clockwork everyone (even a lot of so-called friends) turned on me. They gave me a bunch of cliche platitudes and then got incredibly pissed (I'm talking calling me names and generally acting like I'm the worst person on earth) when I refused to acknowledge it as the reinvention of the wheel. I just wanted to vent (in a venting board mind you) and maybe find someone who can relate, yet they all treated me like I absolutely deserved my suffering and WANTED to be depressed. Naturally, most of them are normies who have started dating in their early-mid teens, the type who desperately wants to believe they got their relationships through grueling years of self-improvement rather than a combination of looks and dumb luck.
Fast forward to today, I am still on that forum due to childhood memories and some good buddies from there that I still keep in touch with. In this one thread, these teenage girls around my age or younger were complaining about so many (ugly) guys hitting on them. I make one comment about how females have it easier in dating and that I wish I was female, when out of fucking nowhere this one dude absolutely attacks me for no justifiable reason. He knew I posted in incels, which didn't exactly help.
Just to clarify, I've never dated a 12 year old so I don't know what the fuck he's on. I had a brief online "relationship" (I was basically a beta cuck, but that's a different story not for today) with a 15 year old girl when I was 17, which doesn't make me a pedo. Also, "splode" is their censor so he basically called me an asshole or something.
Then right after, he has this nice thing to say about me:
Keep in mind, I had absolutely no prior beef with this dude yet his posts are seething with hatred as if I went out and murdered his entire family or some shit. And WE'RE the bad guys here?
Of course, everyone (including some people I genuinely liked and respected) immediately hailed him some sort of legend for "giving me a wakeup call"
Shortly afterwards, they proceed to insult me on Discord behind my back. Since then I have decided to leave the site completely, only keeping in touch with a few good friends on there using Steam.
After this, who in their right mind can say that our hate isn't in any way justified? We're absolutely reviled by society, it's only fitting we lash out in return.
After I transitioned to high school and the loneliness began to take it's toll, so did depression. There was a board for venting so I made some threads about my struggles, and like clockwork everyone (even a lot of so-called friends) turned on me. They gave me a bunch of cliche platitudes and then got incredibly pissed (I'm talking calling me names and generally acting like I'm the worst person on earth) when I refused to acknowledge it as the reinvention of the wheel. I just wanted to vent (in a venting board mind you) and maybe find someone who can relate, yet they all treated me like I absolutely deserved my suffering and WANTED to be depressed. Naturally, most of them are normies who have started dating in their early-mid teens, the type who desperately wants to believe they got their relationships through grueling years of self-improvement rather than a combination of looks and dumb luck.
Fast forward to today, I am still on that forum due to childhood memories and some good buddies from there that I still keep in touch with. In this one thread, these teenage girls around my age or younger were complaining about so many (ugly) guys hitting on them. I make one comment about how females have it easier in dating and that I wish I was female, when out of fucking nowhere this one dude absolutely attacks me for no justifiable reason. He knew I posted in incels, which didn't exactly help.
Just to clarify, I've never dated a 12 year old so I don't know what the fuck he's on. I had a brief online "relationship" (I was basically a beta cuck, but that's a different story not for today) with a 15 year old girl when I was 17, which doesn't make me a pedo. Also, "splode" is their censor so he basically called me an asshole or something.
Then right after, he has this nice thing to say about me:
Keep in mind, I had absolutely no prior beef with this dude yet his posts are seething with hatred as if I went out and murdered his entire family or some shit. And WE'RE the bad guys here?
Of course, everyone (including some people I genuinely liked and respected) immediately hailed him some sort of legend for "giving me a wakeup call"
Shortly afterwards, they proceed to insult me on Discord behind my back. Since then I have decided to leave the site completely, only keeping in touch with a few good friends on there using Steam.
After this, who in their right mind can say that our hate isn't in any way justified? We're absolutely reviled by society, it's only fitting we lash out in return.
