I went to get some groceries earlier today and I spent four hours going from supermarket to supermarket and every step of the goddamn way my mom just kept whining and complaining about me not helping and how I'm not like her or my father. Life has been so fucking boring ever since my dad and brother left, I need to stay quiet all the time bc the last few weeks she started complaining about shit that she never did before, like me being loud when I'm with friends and having fun, it just kills my vibe immediately and I remember how bad my life is.
We can't even discuss shit properly, everytime I try to talk or debate something serious she begins to raise her tone and telling me I'm being disrespectful, playing the victim and crying like I'm a bad son, and she keeps on talking and rambling to herself for several minutes after the discussion's over, I swear to God one time she kept speaking to herself for at least one hour straight, and I was trying to sleep and already on my bed.
My brother's coming back after four years away from family and will spend just a few days with us, it's not much but at least I'll get to speak to him again and forget about my struggles for some time. Mom's been making my life real difficult, it sucks living with someone you can't reason with or have anything in common.
We can't even discuss shit properly, everytime I try to talk or debate something serious she begins to raise her tone and telling me I'm being disrespectful, playing the victim and crying like I'm a bad son, and she keeps on talking and rambling to herself for several minutes after the discussion's over, I swear to God one time she kept speaking to herself for at least one hour straight, and I was trying to sleep and already on my bed.
My brother's coming back after four years away from family and will spend just a few days with us, it's not much but at least I'll get to speak to him again and forget about my struggles for some time. Mom's been making my life real difficult, it sucks living with someone you can't reason with or have anything in common.
