I do not know if this may be considered venting or not however recently I have woken up today to see all my roblox accounts I created since 2016 have been deleted I had alot of "memories" attached to those accounts alot of them being important life events with people I had known in real life, though when I saw that they have all been deleted by jewblox, I didn't feel anything.
Recently when my brother was having extreme pain in his brain and begun to cry, the ambulance came to pick him up, I was sort of hoping he would be dead and gone.
Point is things I use to care for I no longer do and now I've just been unable to care.
Nothing in life will fufill me, our lives are as spectators viewing the spectacle of normgroid life.
I have been deprived of social interaction and in complete isolation for so long that I no longer care for the outside world.
Living under the social matriarchy it was inevitably going to turn out this way, this system is rigged against men like us.
I feel as if I am no longer human but a blank tablet.
Recently when my brother was having extreme pain in his brain and begun to cry, the ambulance came to pick him up, I was sort of hoping he would be dead and gone.
Point is things I use to care for I no longer do and now I've just been unable to care.
Nothing in life will fufill me, our lives are as spectators viewing the spectacle of normgroid life.
I have been deprived of social interaction and in complete isolation for so long that I no longer care for the outside world.
Living under the social matriarchy it was inevitably going to turn out this way, this system is rigged against men like us.
I feel as if I am no longer human but a blank tablet.
