Venting literally just venting, feel free to ignore

[yeagerns]

as i said in the title, i just want to write it off so feel free to ignore or mock this shit it you want.

i know i'm taking sand to the beach here by saying it, but god do i feel lonely. it's all useless. it's impossible to get friends, to get girls, to do anything really. i'm already an antidepressant pills connoisseur at this point, and none of them do shit.

neither does going to gym. after all, there's no gym for my face, there's no gym for my height, there's no gym for my dick and there's no gym for my autistic brain.

even if there was, it doesn't matter, after all i've already wasted the best years of my life. i'll die as a pathetic virgin, and even if i don't, it will be either because i gave up and hired an escort or because some fucking miracle happened and a girl gave me a chance, case in which i'm absolutely sure i'll mess it all up in every way possible because i'm a deplorable piece of shit. in all cases, i'll die unhappy and having lived a miserable life.

might as well kill myself any of these days if i get a chance of doing it painlessly because hey guess what, i'm afraid of feeling pain to top it off. so far, i'm just stuck in this hellhole i've never wanted to get in to begin with.

thanks if anyone had the patience to read this lame-ass post, hope you didn't get brain cancer by reading this much redundance.

 

[OutcompetedByRoomba]

as i said in the title, i just want to write it off so feel free to ignore or mock this shit it you want.

i know i'm taking sand to the beach here by saying it, but god do i feel lonely. it's all useless. it's impossible to get friends, to get girls, to do anything really. i'm already an antidepressant pills connoisseur at this point, and none of them do shit.

neither does going to gym. after all, there's no gym for my face, there's no gym for my height, there's no gym for my dick and there's no gym for my autistic brain.

even if there was, it doesn't matter, after all i've already wasted the best years of my life. i'll die as a pathetic virgin, and even if i don't, it will be either because i gave up and hired an escort or because some fucking miracle happened and a girl gave me a chance, case in which i'm absolutely sure i'll mess it all up in every way possible because i'm a deplorable piece of shit. in all cases, i'll die unhappy and having lived a miserable life.

might as well kill myself any of these days if i get a chance of doing it painlessly because hey guess what, i'm afraid of feeling pain to top it off. so far, i'm just stuck in this hellhole i've never wanted to get in to begin with.

thanks if anyone had the patience to read this lame-ass post, hope you didn't get brain cancer by reading this much redundance.

Sounds about average for this place. I don't get why people deprive themselfs of escortceling though. If you at all can do it, overcome your inhibitions and allow yourself to cope with some payed for pussy. Life is miserable enough already, why make it even worse for yourself intentionally.

 

[zerozerozero]

y banned

 

[Roscomnadzor]

y banned

yeah I was wondering that, mang had a cool ass dies irae pfp