ItheIthe
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I hate this world. I hate society. I hate the fact that all I ever wanted was to love wholeheartedly and be loved wholeheartedly in return, but everyone else was too perverse to let that happen. I hate the fact that I need to act degenerate in order to socialize. I hate the fact that socializing leads nowhere because it's embedded in degeneracy. I hate the fact that everyone takes everything for granted. I hate that our society has determined that sex is more important than love. I hate the fact that guys always try to take advantage of girls. I hate the fact that girls always try to take advantage of guys. I hate how no one is genuine or true with their intentions. I hate pre-marital sex because it leads to heartbreak and broken pair bonding. I hate "breakups" because they do the same thing. I hate the fact that our society demands everyone act degenerate in order to fit in. I hate the fact that everyone is blind. I hate the fact that people chase hedonism as a solution to their problems. I hate that society teaches us to use hedonism and degeneracy as a solution to problems that only exist due to degeneracy in the first place. I hate how everyone is so self-absorbed. I hate the fact that no one is trustworthy, platonically or romantically.
I hate most of the decisions I have made in life. I hate the fact that I was such an emotionally weak little chump growing up. I hate the fact that I always cared what others thought of me. I hate the fact that I envied everyone else. I hate the fact that I chose degeneracy over purity. I hate the fact that everyone else does the same thing. I hate the fact that society only presents us with dead ends, or rather, dead circles. I hate doing things I don't love. I hate the fact that everyone else is wasting their life. I hate the fact that life turns people bad. I hate the fact that childhood ends. I hate the fact that Eve ate from the Tree of Knowledge. I hate all of the decisions humans have made throughout history. I hate having have been so evil at one point. I hate feeling emotions because they don't lead anywhere. I hate the fact that evil is self-destructive while romantic love is a dead end in this adulterous world.
The only thing I give a fuck about is trying to help some people out of the darkness. Almost every road we can walk is presented as beautiful but ends at an abyss. I want to help people climb out. I sincerely don't give one single flying fuck about anything that happens to me in this life. Anything I can experience is utterly worthless, all is futile for me since this world is so perverse. The only purpose I have here is to try to sway others from the darkness. I have no other ambitions whatsoever.
I hate most of the decisions I have made in life. I hate the fact that I was such an emotionally weak little chump growing up. I hate the fact that I always cared what others thought of me. I hate the fact that I envied everyone else. I hate the fact that I chose degeneracy over purity. I hate the fact that everyone else does the same thing. I hate the fact that society only presents us with dead ends, or rather, dead circles. I hate doing things I don't love. I hate the fact that everyone else is wasting their life. I hate the fact that life turns people bad. I hate the fact that childhood ends. I hate the fact that Eve ate from the Tree of Knowledge. I hate all of the decisions humans have made throughout history. I hate having have been so evil at one point. I hate feeling emotions because they don't lead anywhere. I hate the fact that evil is self-destructive while romantic love is a dead end in this adulterous world.
The only thing I give a fuck about is trying to help some people out of the darkness. Almost every road we can walk is presented as beautiful but ends at an abyss. I want to help people climb out. I sincerely don't give one single flying fuck about anything that happens to me in this life. Anything I can experience is utterly worthless, all is futile for me since this world is so perverse. The only purpose I have here is to try to sway others from the darkness. I have no other ambitions whatsoever.