I saw a post about this the other day and i relate a lot.
The other day for the first time in months i went outside for something other than my obligations or mundane tasks (getting groceries, picking up mail, doing laundry, etc.)
I went to a local media hub with gaming consoles and mini theaters where u can watch movies with friends n shit. I went because there was an offline FGC event happening there and i wanted to get some offline games in with randoms.
At that place i saw a bunch of people, including some couples. I saw stacys, beckys, chads, all of em smiling having fun with each other. I could tell by just looking at them that they were having a great time.
Fuck man, i feel like at a certain point in my life i kind of just lost that spark. That excitement to wake up the next day, that hope that one day something will change. Now im just living life on autopilot looking for an answer to a question i cant even properly come up with.
Nothing more demoralizing than seeing a happy young couple enjoying life as a med dependent incel with no one to rely on. So fucking lonely. Fuck everything i hate everything.
The other day for the first time in months i went outside for something other than my obligations or mundane tasks (getting groceries, picking up mail, doing laundry, etc.)
I went to a local media hub with gaming consoles and mini theaters where u can watch movies with friends n shit. I went because there was an offline FGC event happening there and i wanted to get some offline games in with randoms.
At that place i saw a bunch of people, including some couples. I saw stacys, beckys, chads, all of em smiling having fun with each other. I could tell by just looking at them that they were having a great time.
Fuck man, i feel like at a certain point in my life i kind of just lost that spark. That excitement to wake up the next day, that hope that one day something will change. Now im just living life on autopilot looking for an answer to a question i cant even properly come up with.
Nothing more demoralizing than seeing a happy young couple enjoying life as a med dependent incel with no one to rely on. So fucking lonely. Fuck everything i hate everything.
