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By home, I mean India. I am born and raised in the UK.
If I was back in India, I might've had friends and maybe even gotten arranged marriage by now. I would've been surrounded by people who look like me, not white 6'4 Chads who mog me into the ground every fucking day. And for that reason I wouldn't be so self conscious about my looks too. I might have actually been able to feel comfortable with myself. But no, my parents had to move here for a "better life"... what better life? A life where I haven't had a friend in 6 years? A life where I hate every fiber of my being? A life where I have nothing to look forward to?
I can't even go back, my parents want me to stay here and get a top STEM degree, to find a wife and settle down in the UK... JFL. As if that's going to happen.
Every single thing in my life has been a mess, from the country in which I was born, to the high school I went to, to the face and body I was born with... fuck life.
If I was back in India, I might've had friends and maybe even gotten arranged marriage by now. I would've been surrounded by people who look like me, not white 6'4 Chads who mog me into the ground every fucking day. And for that reason I wouldn't be so self conscious about my looks too. I might have actually been able to feel comfortable with myself. But no, my parents had to move here for a "better life"... what better life? A life where I haven't had a friend in 6 years? A life where I hate every fiber of my being? A life where I have nothing to look forward to?
I can't even go back, my parents want me to stay here and get a top STEM degree, to find a wife and settle down in the UK... JFL. As if that's going to happen.
Every single thing in my life has been a mess, from the country in which I was born, to the high school I went to, to the face and body I was born with... fuck life.