Life wants me to end it.

[truetruecel]

So just the other day I was going for a walk outside to clear my mind and maybe relax a little. I was actually feeling a bit better until I saw a couple stopping literally right in front of me to kiss. It took a lot of willpower not to jump in front of a car that very moment. After that I kept walking for literally 2 minutes and saw 3 more couples laughing and talking and enjoying their little normie lives, while I watched, having never ever had a gf before in my whole life. And I swear the universe was doing that just to spite me, because I didnt walk in a crowded area at all and those said couples were almost the only people I saw. Brutal shit.

 

[Jud Pottah]

I understand Zodiac

 

[nevergetsanybetter]

Life wants me to end it everyday

 

[Lazyandtalentless]

 

[JKlancecaster069]

Watching others get what you can't is the worst.

 

[Based NaziCel]

Watching others get what you can't is the worst.

Leaving my house is the worst thing that can happen to me because I have to refrain from going mad and assaulting couples and foids (especially stacies) on the street

 

[truetruecel]

Watching others get what you can't is the worst.

real.

 

[truetruecel]

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literally how i feel most of the time

 

[allDead]

Been there many times. So fucking brutal

 

[outsider]

Brutal. Literally the reason I stopped going to live music.

 

[umsure]

Holy sui fuel

 

[dead.ahead]

So just the other day I was going for a walk outside to clear my mind and maybe relax a little. I was actually feeling a bit better until I saw a couple stopping literally right in front of me to kiss. It took a lot of willpower not to jump in front of a car that very moment. After that I kept walking for literally 2 minutes and saw 3 more couples laughing and talking and enjoying their little normie lives, while I watched, having never ever had a gf before in my whole life. And I swear the universe was doing that just to spite me, because I didnt walk in a crowded area at all and those said couples were almost the only people I saw. Brutal shit.

I feel that too when I go outside. I’ve trained myself to ignore it but it still hurts me sometimes.

 

[NiggerAnnihilator]

I feel that too when I go outside. I’ve trained myself to ignore it but it still hurts me sometimes.

yeah its a subconscious pain in the back of ur mind that kinda sends a jolt down ur heart

 

[dead.ahead]

yeah its a subconscious pain in the back of ur mind that kinda sends a jolt down ur heart

Yeah exactly. It’s a very horrible feeling even after all this time, you just never get used to it.

 

[aspergillus_rotter]

Yeah exactly. It’s a very horrible feeling even after all this time, you just never get used to it.

Even if you try, that intrinsic feeling of being the black sheep just nevER fades away. I wish there was a button i could press which allowed me to go to sleep and nevER wake up again