Life wants me to end it.

[truetruecel]

So just the other day I was going for a walk outside to clear my mind and maybe relax a little. I was actually feeling a bit better until I saw a couple stopping literally right in front of me to kiss. It took a lot of willpower not to jump in front of a car that very moment. After that I kept walking for literally 2 minutes and saw 3 more couples laughing and talking and enjoying their little normie lives, while I watched, having never ever had a gf before in my whole life. And I swear the universe was doing that just to spite me, because I didnt walk in a crowded area at all and those said couples were almost the only people I saw. Brutal shit.

 

[Jud Pottah]

I understand Zodiac

 

[nevergetsanybetter]

Life wants me to end it everyday

 

[Lazyandtalentless]

 

[JKlancecaster069]

Watching others get what you can't is the worst.

 

[Based NaziCel]

Watching others get what you can't is the worst.

Leaving my house is the worst thing that can happen to me because I have to refrain from going mad and assaulting couples and foids (especially stacies) on the street

 

[truetruecel]

Watching others get what you can't is the worst.

real.

 

[truetruecel]

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literally how i feel most of the time

 

[allDead]

Been there many times. So fucking brutal

 

[outsider]

Brutal. Literally the reason I stopped going to live music.

 

[umsure]

Holy sui fuel

 

[dead.ahead]

So just the other day I was going for a walk outside to clear my mind and maybe relax a little. I was actually feeling a bit better until I saw a couple stopping literally right in front of me to kiss. It took a lot of willpower not to jump in front of a car that very moment. After that I kept walking for literally 2 minutes and saw 3 more couples laughing and talking and enjoying their little normie lives, while I watched, having never ever had a gf before in my whole life. And I swear the universe was doing that just to spite me, because I didnt walk in a crowded area at all and those said couples were almost the only people I saw. Brutal shit.

I feel that too when I go outside. I’ve trained myself to ignore it but it still hurts me sometimes.

 

[NiggerAnnihilator]

I feel that too when I go outside. I’ve trained myself to ignore it but it still hurts me sometimes.

yeah its a subconscious pain in the back of ur mind that kinda sends a jolt down ur heart

 

[dead.ahead]

yeah its a subconscious pain in the back of ur mind that kinda sends a jolt down ur heart

Yeah exactly. It’s a very horrible feeling even after all this time, you just never get used to it.