JuliusEvola
Aristocrat of the Soul
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I wanted to last until 30 but how can I?
Any brocels feel the same?

Any brocels feel the same?
i've spent all day in my room just laying there rottingit's all so tiresome.....
i want to truly believe in some kind of caring god, anything to give me some sort of overarching purpose, but you literally could not force me to believe, i am incapable of it. the world is too cruel and insignificant a place for any god to care about us.Life's a dumb game by a creator who abandoned us.
Do you have any good copes to rely on, right now?i want to truly believe in some kind of caring god, anything to give me some sort of overarching purpose, but you literally could not force me to believe, i am incapable of it. the world is too cruel and insignificant a place for any god to care about us.
i feel so shit right now
i didn't want to last until 30 but i did and for what, life sucks even more now than when I was younger.
indulging in the copes makes me feel even worse because it just shows my inability to do the work i need to doDo you have any good copes to rely on, right now?





