Venting Life of a 23 stemcel

[Shinjicel]

I am 23 years old I have been studying cs and now that I am like a year or so from getting my degree I find how pointless it all is. I only have friends because they want to use me for my knowledge, no one actually cares about me for me. Going to another cs class here or math class there all feels pointless too my only cope now is to use the money I earn from csmaxing to surgerymax and hope that I go up enough in terms of psl that I can ascend. I am basically all alone no friends who actually get me and when I am around people I try to NTmax and act like a normie but its exhausting and I have found it pointless to have these people in my life unless they can give me opportunities of party invites which almost never happen and use those situations to ascend with some drunk foid. I do not even have any interest or passion to try further for my finals which are tomorrow and I am instead here venting. The one time in my lifetime I had a girl interested in me back in highschool her female friends said they would ask me for her but it turns out they never did (I only found out about this after she left our highschool). Its so bad I occasionally get laughed and mocked at in public by just walking down the street. The world is a fucking joke and I want to wake up from this nightmare.

 

[HappilySingle]

Chad spent 2 months in a coding bootcamp to learn javascript and now making 150k / year. Investors walk in and see all the chad coders and keep throwing money at it.

 

[Shinjicel]

Chad spent 2 months in a coding bootcamp to learn javascript and now making 150k / year. Investors walk in and see all the chad coders and keep throwing money at it.

I worked as a web dev, the only people in that field are curry and ricecels. But I left after my 3 month probation and put the money I had away into stocks because I am gonna need at least 50k for all the surgery I am looking for. I had people who did the coding bootcamps too it was my friend who dropped out and was like 5'8 I think the only thing he has done with a girl before he ghosted me was make out with her. Chads are usually in higher managment roles.

STEMmaxxing only increases the extent of one's inceldom. You need to be in marketing or business, and around people so that you can develop social skills. Of course social skills won't help as much if you're ugly or non-NT to begin with.

This is true, I remember taking some gen ed communications class and even I could see I was a complete fucking sperg when it came to the public speaking portion of it. It also didn't help that I looked like a fucking fat neckbeard back then. Pure suifuel.

 

[Mogged Loner]

I worked as a web dev, the only people in that field are curry and ricecels. But I left after my 3 month probation and put the money I had away into stocks because I am gonna need at least 50k for all the surgery I am looking for. I had people who did the coding bootcamps too it was my friend who dropped out and was like 5'8 I think the only thing he has done with a girl before he ghosted me was make out with her. Chads are usually in higher managment roles.

This is true, I remember taking some gen ed communications class and even I could see I was a complete fucking sperg when it came to the public speaking portion of it. It also didn't help that I looked like a fucking fat neckbeard back then. Pure suifuel.

Is that Shinji from parasite?

That was one of my fav manga’s from back in the day I heard they made it an anime now.

FunFact Resident Evil 4 stole their ideas from Parasite or Kiseijju

 

[Shinjicel]

Is that Shinji from parasite?

That was one of my fav manga’s from back in the day I heard they made it an anime now.

FunFact Resident Evil 4 stole their ideas from Parasite or Kiseijju

Eva, but I read parasite and watched the anime. I used to want to get Leon's haircut from re4.

 

[Joker]

Is that Shinji from parasite?

Shinji from Evagelion

 

[Mogged Loner]

Shinji from Evagelion

Never seen that one

 

[Deleted member 15737]

College seemed pointless to me. Waste 4 years so I can be qualified to wage slave for a shitting fucking company I hate. I’d rather just die and I probably will soon.

Never seen that one

Bruh

 

[Joker]

Never seen that one

go watch it, it's quintessential viewing

 

[Shinjicel]

go watch it, it's quintessential viewing

If you are an incel you really do need to watch at least the last 3 episodes of eva.

 

[based_meme]

Best you can do is get a great paying job and find some expensive copes.

 

[Joker]

If you are an incel you really do need to watch at least the last 3 episodes of eva.

 

[Purveyoroftruth]

I am 23 years old I have been studying cs and now that I am like a year or so from getting my degree I find how pointless it all is. I only have friends because they want to use me for my knowledge, no one actually cares about me for me. Going to another cs class here or math class there all feels pointless too my only cope now is to use the money I earn from csmaxing to surgerymax and hope that I go up enough in terms of psl that I can ascend. I am basically all alone no friends who actually get me and when I am around people I try to NTmax and act like a normie but its exhausting and I have found it pointless to have these people in my life unless they can give me opportunities of party invites which almost never happen and use those situations to ascend with some drunk foid. I do not even have any interest or passion to try further for my finals which are tomorrow and I am instead here venting. The one time in my lifetime I had a girl interested in me back in highschool her female friends said they would ask me for her but it turns out they never did (I only found out about this after she left our highschool). Its so bad I occasionally get laughed and mocked at in public by just walking down the street. The world is a fucking joke and I want to wake up from this nightmare.

It’s all about how much money you can make from your degree. Focus on the true prize.

 

[Shinjicel]

It’s all about how much money you can make from your degree. Focus on the true prize.

Thanks buddy boyo.

 

[Deleted member 22907]

I remember how much of a retard I was when I still wanted to get into college.

 

[Mogged Loner]

go watch it, it's quintessential viewing

I hate anime!

I only read manga’s at the most

 

[Deleted member 19546]

Chad spent 2 months in a coding bootcamp to learn javascript and now making 150k / year. Investors walk in and see all the chad coders and keep throwing money at it.

I love your posts dude

 

[BodyFat10orRope]

I am 23 years old I have been studying cs and now that I am like a year or so from getting my degree I find how pointless it all is. I only have friends because they want to use me for my knowledge, no one actually cares about me for me. Going to another cs class here or math class there all feels pointless too my only cope now is to use the money I earn from csmaxing to surgerymax and hope that I go up enough in terms of psl that I can ascend. I am basically all alone no friends who actually get me and when I am around people I try to NTmax and act like a normie but its exhausting and I have found it pointless to have these people in my life unless they can give me opportunities of party invites which almost never happen and use those situations to ascend with some drunk foid. I do not even have any interest or passion to try further for my finals which are tomorrow and I am instead here venting. The one time in my lifetime I had a girl interested in me back in highschool her female friends said they would ask me for her but it turns out they never did (I only found out about this after she left our highschool). Its so bad I occasionally get laughed and mocked at in public by just walking down the street. The world is a fucking joke and I want to wake up from this nightmare.

I quit my STEM degree last week. I had 2.5 years left. It felt pointless to do all of those courses, always having deadlines and finals stressing me just so that I had the chance to wageslave 40+ hours a week to be a better betabuxx when I'm older.

You only have a year though. Just finish it, I would say.

I know what you mean about all of the math and physics courses and other shit. A degree that feels like it could be done in two years is done in four, and half way through you're just tired of it and want to work or quit.

Oh well, I'm a NEETbuxxer now and I have a cheap student apartment. I couldn't have been a NEET at my parents house, wouldn't be able to stand it, their nagging and their presence (my room was in a shitty place).

Only slight regret I'm having is that I won't be able to afford to fuck escorts often.

 

[HappilySingle]

I love your posts dude

The foids in charge of recruitment have a strict chad only policy. This is to ensure they can keep their trendy cool image. Nobody really knows what the product is, but it's going to change the world, someday. Despite barely knowing how to code chad has a choice of 10 trendy startups with ungodly amounts of capital. Face > qualifications.

 

[ThracianGladiator]

The foids in charge of recruitment have a strict chad only policy. This is to ensure they can keep their trendy cool image. Nobody really knows what the product is, but it's going to change the world, someday. Despite barely knowing how to code chad has a choice of 10 trendy startups with ungodly amounts of capital. Face > qualifications.

The thing about face is magnified here in Germany where most CVs have a picture attached to them (if you're black, it's truly over). When you send in your application for a job the first thing the female recruiter sees is your face and can decide to reject you then and there before even finding out about your other skills/experience. I got so many rejections post-PhD job search, I'd actually thought I had done something wrong professionally or had been blacklisted somehow. I was lucky to have a Chad colleague to recommend me for a position at his company, so I was able to sneak in before stacys at HR got the chance to reject me.

 

[Deleted member 12355]

didn't AM study cs too

 

[Incellectual]

STEMceling is suicidefuel tbh. I used to STEMcel but I quit since I hated it.

 

[suislayer]

I only have friends

stopped reading there ngl