Cope life made me thiest

[brazi]

i was suicidal for being low IQ 2 years ago. was working in a different city from my parents and struggled to find a method and a place to die. real life slapped me hard with reality by exposing me to the real world for the first time as i was in parents protection before this.

2 years ago got forced into psych ward for an anger episode. retarded desperate doctor diagnosed schizo for me for simply being angry at my parents. my already low IQ reduced even further. my eyesight was severely damaged, sense of smell and taste got damaged. i couldn;t even type some months ago.

and then suddenly one day i was able to do bare minimum. im far from normal now but at least i can plan and execute my suicide now.

i thank the universe or god for giving my ability to die back to me. hopefully i could die soon.

i feel very grateful

 

[Chud Norris72]

don't do it, leech of the welfare system

 

[brazi]

don't do it, leech of the welfare system

i can't feel any kind of happiness or pleasure anymore. its so heavy to bear. i HAVE to do it.

 

[Chud Norris72]

i can't feel any kind of happiness or pleasure anymore. its so heavy to bear. i HAVE to do it.

are u white ?

 

[brazi]

are u white ?

i'm indian in india

 

[Chud Norris72]

i'm indian in india

could have guessed from the avi

 

[Chud Norris72]

i'm indian in india

are you shorter than the average jeet ?

 

[fokusin]

could have guessed from the avi

 

[fokusin]

i can't feel any kind of happiness or pleasure anymore. its so heavy to bear. i HAVE to do it.

wait for a few more months maybe something happens

 

[brazi]

are you shorter than the average jeet ?

i have far worse problems. mental illness/ disability and eyesight issues. my height is average. my lower jaw is protruded.

 

[fokusin]

mental illness/ disability

are u diagnosed?

 

[brazi]

are u diagnosed?

no. but its too obvious. my dad also have low IQ.

 

[MoroccanFarmer]

Maybe ur not exactly low iq, maybe u have bpd or autism, check it if u can

 

[Chud Norris72]

i have far worse problems. mental illness/ disability and eyesight issues. my height is average. my lower jaw is protruded.

you can probably ascend in mumbai ! foids don't care about IQ, unless you are <70, so I hope you dont kys and gt banned from .is in the future.

 

[brazi]

Maybe ur not exactly low iq, maybe u have bpd or autism, check it if u can

no its very obvious. i cannot understand even basic math, cannot drive in busy areas. cannot count change in a store, and lot more.

 

[fokusin]

no. but its too obvious. my dad also have low IQ.

are u a neet?

 

[No escape]

After reading OP's post. I guess most of the forum aren't autistic after all.

 

[brazi]

you can probably ascend in mumbai ! foids don't care about IQ, unless you are <70, so I hope you dont kys and gt banned from .is in the future.

thanks brocel. i tried a workking memory test and i got an 85 IQ. mumbai will surely be too complex for me to navigate.

 

[brazi]

are u a neet?

working in a lowest level job

 

[yeetbender_]

Recommendation: leech off of the welfare system.

 

[Incel de la IS]

belief in anything higher than oneself is cope. Read Augustine and recognize him for the whiner and hypocrite that he is.