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SuicideFuel Life is finished

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Life is over

All hope is gone
All dreams are gone

No future
and the past full of pain

Whats left are survival Instincts ,
baisc animalistic tendencies ,
bodily functions and needs

Whats left is an empty shell of an animal
waiting to be filled with consumerism
waiting to be indoctrinated
waiting to be used and abused by a system born of greed

too ugly
too naive
not enough of a man
just a disposable wreck

Out of the womb , into the void
Born without a reason
Failed at everything
Beaten , bullied and rejected

All alone
hiding behind the fluorescent , blue light
hiding behind the screen

So there is no reason
everything is pointless
every cope is self destructive
There is no knowledge to be obtained
cause nihilism is evident and self explanatory
reflected in everything you see
everything you do
everything you are

How can we make use of this Life ?
What goal can we prescribe ourselves to ?

After everything else is gone ,
how can we fill this void in our heads ?

Just rope ?
silence the machine in our heads forever ?

Just lay there and stare at the ceiling ?

I wish i could find a reason .

But i dont think that there is anything .
Im just slowly stepping towards the ledge , everyday .
Til i finally have the courage to jump .
Just to shatter on the rocks and be swallowed by the ocean .
engulfed by endless , thoughtless nothingness .
 
just the same thing every day over and over again until eventually you cease breathing or work up the courage required to terminate it earlier.
going to buy a shotgun soon and have a last meal before I end it. I've given up all hope, just in limbo rn.

my life was stolen from me by bullies and teachers, the people who judged and criticized me every step of the way, the people that ostracized and outcasted me, that allowed me to get abused and assaulted.

all my dreams are nightmares, during the day i think nothing but how over it is.
 
poems me,my creativity died a long time ago
 
You deserve more replies OP, that was well-written, you at least of a talent for writing.
 
brutal and highly relatable poem
 

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