Not my first thread talking about the boredom of life.
I can't understand how everything that other people do can be seen as fun. What's so fun about going to a new restaurant, having a new hobby or watching a new TV series?
Once you wipe out of your mind all kind of romanticism, you see that all the people are the same, all the things aren't that interesting at all and that every experience is predictable, yet normies don't see this because they live in a perpetual state of unconsciousness where they never ask themselves anything and just follow their instincts.
People also whine about stupid things, like how they want a good car, why they don't like the current president or how their Amazon package arrived 2 hours late.
Once you start seeing everything as it is it gets extremely simple and there's not much into it. All I do is try to find things to keep me entertained while I get more bored. I don't see any enjoyement at all in all these predictable things normies do.
Only thing that usually works for me is music and food because they give me instant pleasure, but I force myself to eat healthy because I know how a pain in the ass is to be fat, and it's also hard to find new music that my brain likes.
Ascension is another overrated thing, only reason I have to keep trying is to have free sex, but I don't look forward to do things like holding hands and cuddling because I can't feel love or hate towards anyone.
I just hope my country goes to war with another country and then maybe I can have an exciting experience as a soldier where I fight for my life with fear before a sniper shoots me in the head. This is better than the usual repetitive day that keeps going over and over and over every time the sun sets.
I can't understand how everything that other people do can be seen as fun. What's so fun about going to a new restaurant, having a new hobby or watching a new TV series?
Once you wipe out of your mind all kind of romanticism, you see that all the people are the same, all the things aren't that interesting at all and that every experience is predictable, yet normies don't see this because they live in a perpetual state of unconsciousness where they never ask themselves anything and just follow their instincts.
People also whine about stupid things, like how they want a good car, why they don't like the current president or how their Amazon package arrived 2 hours late.
Once you start seeing everything as it is it gets extremely simple and there's not much into it. All I do is try to find things to keep me entertained while I get more bored. I don't see any enjoyement at all in all these predictable things normies do.
Only thing that usually works for me is music and food because they give me instant pleasure, but I force myself to eat healthy because I know how a pain in the ass is to be fat, and it's also hard to find new music that my brain likes.
Ascension is another overrated thing, only reason I have to keep trying is to have free sex, but I don't look forward to do things like holding hands and cuddling because I can't feel love or hate towards anyone.
I just hope my country goes to war with another country and then maybe I can have an exciting experience as a soldier where I fight for my life with fear before a sniper shoots me in the head. This is better than the usual repetitive day that keeps going over and over and over every time the sun sets.
