The last time I felt true joy in life is when I was in love with a girl in my early teen years. If I ended up with her I would’ve been so happy, given if she wasn’t like any other whore that exists in this shithole world which of course she is one. Knowing I will be alone in this world for life is devastating and that’s why my life is so empty.
I honestly can't tell you if I've ever truly felt joy, everything in my life has just been pure misery from the start, i'm just ready for the fucking clown show to enter its final act and end
When genetics predetermine your circumstances in life, any joy felt as a child is fleeting anyhow. I’m so far removed from what it felt like to have some kind of joy in life that remembering it feels like looking at someone else’s life. I didn’t realize how lonely I would be because I was bluepilled. Maybe it wouldn’t hurt as much if I never knew joy to begin with
that's true, idk I didn't really know about any of the bluebill blackpill shit till I joined here, i've just always found life meaningless, joyless and filled with misery, i was was always treated like shit my whole life so joy was never apart of it, even though I don't know exactly how it feels or what its like i still kinda yearn for it
It feels like heaven until you realize your time is limited and you get thrown out like trash into the cold, at least for men like us. Joy is dopamine, but not the same kind of dopamine lust gives you, it’s hard to describe. It’s a truly beautiful thing, and the fact that so many men lack it in life is devastating. Meanwhile women take it for granted because their success in this backwards world is guaranteed.
Very true, but they are so deluded that they can't fathom us not having joy at all, they just go around like everyone lives in a utopia and only bad things happen to their poor self. this world needs to burn to ash
Wait until you're 36..
