Life is a slow burn

[WastedPotential]

And it's a torturous flame.

I wish I was born with more vitality and courage. More assertiveness and natural joy. Let me have that atleast as a rotting incel. Because at least then I could enjoy my copes and solitude a bit better. But no I have to suffer in loneliness and despair. I'm locked inside my room day in day out, chained to a screen 17 hours in the day. Barely eating, neither awake nor asleep. I'm not progressing, i'm not experiencing, i'm just corroding.

I don't enjoy anything anymore, videogames, gooning youtube. These things have taken over my life. Even music becomes stale if you listen to it all day, so I try to space it out at least.
Reading and studying, whilst pretty nice can't compete with the instant gratification and psychologically designed to be addictive as possible habits of the aforementioned three.

What am I supposed to do, why has every person I have ever interacted with socially left me to die.

 

[WastedPotential]

What will I accomplish in life?
Anything notable?

eventually I'm going to have to wageslave, nobody cares.about me

I wont write anything interesting, nboody will love me, my work will not be appreciated, only expected
I wont create anything.

No progeny either

 

[endoftheskies]

What will I accomplish in life?
Anything notable?

eventually I'm going to have to wageslave, nobody cares.about me

I wont write anything interesting, nboody will love me, my work will not be appreciated, only expected
I wont create anything.

No progeny either

yeah what an shame it suckssss

 

[superpsycho]

I don't enjoy anything anymore, videogames, gooning youtube. These things have taken over my life.

same

as a matter of fact i really dont enjoy some of my copes anymore i sort of just do it just to do it since i have nothing to do but rot all day

 

[WastedPotential]

as a matter of fact i really dont enjoy some of my copes anymore i sort of just do it just to do it since i have nothing to do but rot all day

Yup its become a habit and its rly hard to break, theres nothing to replace it, no hobbies more enjoyable and no social environment also contributes ofcourse

 

[poorenglishcel]

My only problem in life is being forced to studycuck and in the future, wagecuck. I wish i could get some amount of money each month but that's not happening.

 

[Pax]

And it's a torturous flame.

I wish I was born with more vitality and courage. More assertiveness and natural joy. Let me have that atleast as a rotting incel. Because at least then I could enjoy my copes and solitude a bit better. But no I have to suffer in loneliness and despair. I'm locked inside my room day in day out, chained to a screen 17 hours in the day. Barely eating, neither awake nor asleep. I'm not progressing, i'm not experiencing, i'm just corroding.

I don't enjoy anything anymore, videogames, gooning youtube. These things have taken over my life. Even music becomes stale if you listen to it all day, so I try to space it out at least.
Reading and studying, whilst pretty nice can't compete with the instant gratification and psychologically designed to be addictive as possible habits of the aforementioned three.

What am I supposed to do, why has every person I have ever interacted with socially left me to die.

Same, had to start coping with drugs

 

[Esoteric7]

How old are you gray