SuperKanga.Belgrade
Desirae
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- Jun 10, 2024
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I'm a 23 year old virgin. I still live at my parents house even though they blatantly despise me. I can't hold a job for longer then a few months without wanting to put a shotgun in my mouth.
My sister moved out a few years ago. Now she lives with her boyfriend in texas.
I'm always alone. Drinking myself into oblivion. I cut myself. There is a pentagram I carved into my leg. I have cigarette burns on my left arm as well as countless scars down my forearms.
Both my hands have giant scars. My body looks like it has seen hell, and it has. My whole life is constant suffering. I literally can not enjoy myself if I am not suffering. This is all my life has ever known.
I've tried to kill myself multiple times. I've never had any actual friends that care about me. I can't force myself to play video games because I have no will power to try.
All I do is rot on .is and drink. Now I'm poor. All my hard work has surmounted to nothing. I will always be alone. Unloved.
I hate god with every fiber of my being. If I had a second bible I would burn it and piss on it as well.
I do not care about burning in hell for all eternity. My life is worse then any physical pain that could ever be brought to me.
I have never known what it is like to be loved. Not even by my own family.
I've never hurt anyone other then myself. I exist merely as a spectacal to get bullied until I eventually snap one day because I can no longer take this life.
I'll either end up in prison or end up dead. Life sucks and then you die.
My sister moved out a few years ago. Now she lives with her boyfriend in texas.
I'm always alone. Drinking myself into oblivion. I cut myself. There is a pentagram I carved into my leg. I have cigarette burns on my left arm as well as countless scars down my forearms.
Both my hands have giant scars. My body looks like it has seen hell, and it has. My whole life is constant suffering. I literally can not enjoy myself if I am not suffering. This is all my life has ever known.
I've tried to kill myself multiple times. I've never had any actual friends that care about me. I can't force myself to play video games because I have no will power to try.
All I do is rot on .is and drink. Now I'm poor. All my hard work has surmounted to nothing. I will always be alone. Unloved.
I hate god with every fiber of my being. If I had a second bible I would burn it and piss on it as well.
I do not care about burning in hell for all eternity. My life is worse then any physical pain that could ever be brought to me.
I have never known what it is like to be loved. Not even by my own family.
I've never hurt anyone other then myself. I exist merely as a spectacal to get bullied until I eventually snap one day because I can no longer take this life.
I'll either end up in prison or end up dead. Life sucks and then you die.