I don't know where I would be moving, if forwards, backwards or whatever. But I seem to be hurting my loved ones by LDARing and my friend told me that if I keep being this way, meaning believing the demons opened portals to hell inside us with the kikeccine, that my social life will suffer and nobody will understand. Nobody can understand as it is, everyone in my family got the kikeccine in 2021, me included.
What do I do? Do I just keep rotting or do I tell my govt mandated psychologist that I'm the bad guy for being homophobic, transphobic, xenophobic and racist? I'm at a crossroads here, it just doesn't make sense to me to keep spinning in place while everyone around me tries to move me so I scratch them with my sheer kinetic force. But it doesn't feel right to admit anything to the govt either. I would be essentially turning myself in for having done nothing wrong. Then again, is anything even worth it when you're a 2.5 PSL subhuman autist who will never get laid? Life is constant movement yet I stagnate anyway. It doesn't make sense for the spinning top to go anywhere, but it doesn't make sense for it to remain still and eventually fall anyway.
What do I do? Do I just keep rotting or do I tell my govt mandated psychologist that I'm the bad guy for being homophobic, transphobic, xenophobic and racist? I'm at a crossroads here, it just doesn't make sense to me to keep spinning in place while everyone around me tries to move me so I scratch them with my sheer kinetic force. But it doesn't feel right to admit anything to the govt either. I would be essentially turning myself in for having done nothing wrong. Then again, is anything even worth it when you're a 2.5 PSL subhuman autist who will never get laid? Life is constant movement yet I stagnate anyway. It doesn't make sense for the spinning top to go anywhere, but it doesn't make sense for it to remain still and eventually fall anyway.
