I really do nothing but LDAR most of the day, didn’t even leave my bed for anything other than using the restroom and eating. I used to care about my hygiene and body thinking that I could make up for being 5’4” by having muscle and get females but I never was able to get muscles no matter how hard I worked out. My face is always unchangeable and I am the walking example of a ricecel. I need to shower, I should probably shower. I haven’t in a while and my skin is oily.
I wish I could care about my life again, try to keep myself as healthy as I could, go to the gym, do something useful. But knowing there’s no point and no one will love me even if I tried, it’s hopeless, not even worth trying.
I wish I could care about my life again, try to keep myself as healthy as I could, go to the gym, do something useful. But knowing there’s no point and no one will love me even if I tried, it’s hopeless, not even worth trying.
