I'm 100 percent convinced he's just protecting his own fetish.
Why is it, that people only say something like this when it comes to this topic specifically? Why not about looks, height or anything else? Let me make some general examples to clarify. If someone says he is an an abomination, does that entail, that he has a fetish? If someone says, he is short, does that entail, that he has a fetish? If someone says, he does not like his own race, does that entail, that he has a fetish?
I really do not understand this. I am just too retarded. But again, you are 100% convinced of it. So, there is nothing I am able to do here anyways.
He's made quite a few sus posts, including worshipping other users dicks, and making a thread saying he wants to ask his father how big his dick is.
In this case you have to be talking about
@TheJester right? I will quickly elaborate on this just for clarification. This happened months ago. I made a thread and the next day
@TheJester quoted one of my post. He posted a picture of his penis unprompted. This completely destroyed me. To be fair, he got banned for it and I also have received a ban. After that, I got banned for 1 month. I took the ban. I took both bans. I also find it at the very least somewhat peculiar, that I am the only one being called out for it when it was not me, but it was him who did this. He did this unprompted as a response to a thread I made a day before. He did that just to show off. Why is it, that I am the only one being called out for it? I really do not understand this. Nobody called him a faggot or anything. Yet I have been called out for something he did.
As for the part where I wanted to ask my father about it, I was not trolling there. I was being honest. I just want to understand. I did not find the courage for it though. I do understand the sentiment of it, that people think, I was trolling there. This also resulted to a 1 month ban. I took the ban without me talking back.
Either he has a fetish for men with big dicks, has a fetish for small dick humiliation (I remember there were weirdos posting that shit on r9k back in the day) or both.
I think, people in general just have a completely different understanding of it. Regardless of how much I write, I am unable to reach most people with it.
The reason why I am talking about this is because I thought this was the right place to do so. I was wrong. Even on here, I am being ridiculed for it. It just shows, that nobody will take you seriously. Even on here, people will use this just to punch down and others just want to show off.
@TheJester is a good example for that. I am unable to escape it. I am unable to escape the sheer cruelty of my very own existence. I am trapped in my own mind. A mind that is being tormented by my very own flaws.
You are talking about some kind of fetish. It is not about that. I will tell you what this is about. I want that trait. I want to have a big penis. I want that trait. It is a trait that I desire so desperately. Also, you talked about humiliation. I understand this. There is always a sentiment of it when it comes to this topic. This would be SPH. So, let me ask you a question. Does big dick humiliation exists? Let us be honest here, it does not. It is humiliating to have a small penis and it is a blessing to have a big penis. Nobody would say, that someone is into "big dick humiliation" BDH because there is nothing humiliating about it. On the other hand, people always jump to the conclusion that you have to be into "small penis humiliation" SPH.
You are calling me out for that. Fair enough. Let me clarify on this. It is not about "worship". But I will give you that. I am envious. I am indeed envious. And I admit that because it is the truth. I am so envious, that I am not even fully able to put this into words in order to describe my envy. It is envy and hate. Hate that I have for myself. Not only that, but I am just disgusted by myself. I think this combination alludes to the fair conclusion that people come to, that this is about SPH. I just have hate for myself and I have envy. I do nothing all day. I am basically just existing. I sit behind the computer looking into a screen. I resort to daydreaming where I indulge into thoughts where I have all the things that I truly desire. I indulge in thoughts of absolute omnipotence.
