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Recently I’ve been filling myself up with fast food without a care in the world. This has been spurred on by realising that the likelihood of me having a good future ahead of myself and having positive future prospects is very low indeed. I’ve lost all motivation in my life to the point where I simply do not care about getting back in shape and losing the ton of weight that I have put on in recent months, or doing any sort of self improvement for that matter. At this stage, I am a slave to instant gratification because it’s the only thing that gives me a little bit of happiness in my miserable but otherwise boring life.
What’s the point in doing things to improve myself and my life if it’s futile to begin with? In the current social climate, I will never be able to get married to a chaste, virtuous woman and start a family. I’ll never achieve the things that I want to because there’s always something holding me back. Even creating this very thread required a good amount of focus because I’m so utterly numb to everything and hardly use my brain anymore.
I’ve given up with life. I’m just waiting to die at this point because I no longer see any point in living. What’s there to live for? I’m completely apathetic. I just don’t care about my health anymore. Nihilism has me in a stranglehold.
What’s the point in doing things to improve myself and my life if it’s futile to begin with? In the current social climate, I will never be able to get married to a chaste, virtuous woman and start a family. I’ll never achieve the things that I want to because there’s always something holding me back. Even creating this very thread required a good amount of focus because I’m so utterly numb to everything and hardly use my brain anymore.
I’ve given up with life. I’m just waiting to die at this point because I no longer see any point in living. What’s there to live for? I’m completely apathetic. I just don’t care about my health anymore. Nihilism has me in a stranglehold.