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Nolifer88
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I'm 30 y.o. Never touched a woman in my life. I've been socially rejected by society from the day I was born, cause I was ethnical. Through my early 20s I was heavily demoralized. My life was complete shit with no glance of hope. I became overweight, gave up on many normal things like teeth brushing, washing. I remember a coversation with a guy. I said to him I was 24, he was very surprised, he thought I was mid 30s. Just imagine how badly looking I was. So.... In late 20s I faced huge health problems due to my overweight and depression. I was on the edge of survival. It took me huge effort to fight the deseases. I lost weight, started to take right nutrition. Several years later - I won. Now I'm healthy, with perfect weight to height ratio. My deseases are trying to fight back from time to time, but I manage to keep it under control. I'm doing physical exercises, I'm stronger and better than ever before. Woman and society still reject me, and always will. Just because who I am.
But listen. I wanna share something with you. When I was in the lowest point of my life I understood that all those things - woman, social rejection - they are nothing. I understood that simply having a life where you can breath, walk, explore the world is a wonderful thing. It is way better than lying in bed disabled, unable to eat certain food cause it may lead to your death. Eating chocolate is amazing thing - seriously! Most of you guys just don't get how many wonderful things there in life apart from woman and sex. Maybe I will never have a woman, never will be socially accepted. Fuck woman, fuck society. I know it is very hard to take, but you don't have options. If you going to keep bashing yourself, it will end badly. Trust me. Just live for yourself and enjoy this wonderful world. Go for your own happiness.
P.S. Recently I tried to approach some woman, got heavily rejected. My moral went down, cause I've been living normal life for I while, and simply forgot that life itself is a great gift. It is easy to forget how hard life can be. So with this post I wanna give myself and some of you a lift.
P.P.S. Sorry for bad english.
But listen. I wanna share something with you. When I was in the lowest point of my life I understood that all those things - woman, social rejection - they are nothing. I understood that simply having a life where you can breath, walk, explore the world is a wonderful thing. It is way better than lying in bed disabled, unable to eat certain food cause it may lead to your death. Eating chocolate is amazing thing - seriously! Most of you guys just don't get how many wonderful things there in life apart from woman and sex. Maybe I will never have a woman, never will be socially accepted. Fuck woman, fuck society. I know it is very hard to take, but you don't have options. If you going to keep bashing yourself, it will end badly. Trust me. Just live for yourself and enjoy this wonderful world. Go for your own happiness.
P.S. Recently I tried to approach some woman, got heavily rejected. My moral went down, cause I've been living normal life for I while, and simply forgot that life itself is a great gift. It is easy to forget how hard life can be. So with this post I wanna give myself and some of you a lift.
P.P.S. Sorry for bad english.