SuicideFuel Just want to end it all.

[Observer237]

To hell with ldar....i would rather lie down and die. In a fair world, I'd have someone to help me through this fucking depression. Instead I am all alone. I don't even have parents. Those of you who have someone to love in your lives, hold on to them.

 

[Deleted member 677]

Livestream or it didn't happen.

 

[Subhuman100]

I want to sui but I'm scared of afterlife smh.

 

[Observer237]

I almost have myself convinced that there isn't one. As soon as I can do that, I'm gone.

 

[Ecstasy]

Are you living alone if you don't have any parents?

 

[EyesAreSoCold]

To hell with ldar....i would rather lie down and die. In a fair world, I'd have someone to help me through this fucking depression. Instead I am all alone. I don't even have parents. Those of you who have someone to love in your lives, hold on to them.

I feel you, I feel physically ill from the loneliness right now. I can barely cope with being alone, but when I think about all the things I could do with a gf, that so many people do and take for granted, that I'm missing out, I feel so sick it's almost unbearable.

 

[UBERCEL]

LDAD is the new LDAR.
OP hang in there
LDAD is the new LDAR.
OP hang in there

 

[FiveFourManlet]

once my parents pass i will stick my gun in my mouth and kill myself

 

[Observer237]

Are you living alone if you don't have any parents?

Yeah. And I hate it. I'm on disability (mentalcel) but it isn't enough to pay the bills so i work 25 hrs a week at a shitty fast food job. Literally the only thing in my life that loves me is my fucking cat. I'm so lonely it's almost a physical pain in my chest. I'm almost at the point where I don't fear the afterlife. Once I get there I'm gonna rent a car and buy a garden hose, or maybe just stick my head in the oven.

once my parents pass i will stick my gun in my mouth and kill myself

I'd be afraid that I'd flinch at the last minute and fuck it up. No, it's the gas for me, I think. From everything I've read, it's pretty much painless...just like falling asleep.

I feel you, I feel physically ill from the loneliness right now. I can barely cope with being alone, but when I think about all the things I could do with a gf, that so many people do and take for granted, that I'm missing out, I feel so sick it's almost unbearable.