rotting-alone
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I know we post lots of daily reminders - you will never have this.
But sometimes I like to get high and just mediate in this Zen state visualizing a different life.
Imagine it. Going to restaurants with a girl where you eat and laugh together. A girl liking you enough to dress up nice when she has your company. A girl liking you enough to kiss you and fuck you for free. A girl texting you asking how your day went.
Socializing and relationships and romance is this entire other dimension to me. But it's not a galaxy away...its right outside my door at the park or at the bar.
That's what's so fucking jarring about inceldom. Right in front of you there are people experiencing love and romance and it feels like such an alien world to you but it's not truly alien because 99% of the people around you have experienced it at some point.
How fucking lost and confused do I feel when I'm in public and people start chatting away shit like "omg my boyfriend ____" or "I had the craziest ex gf lol" and stuff like that. Fucking crazy.
Won't experience it because I'm ugly. I could try hardcore careermaxxing and looksmaxing and pay for a maxila surgery and buccal fat removal but my lazy retard ass won't do that.
But sometimes I like to get high and just mediate in this Zen state visualizing a different life.
Imagine it. Going to restaurants with a girl where you eat and laugh together. A girl liking you enough to dress up nice when she has your company. A girl liking you enough to kiss you and fuck you for free. A girl texting you asking how your day went.
Socializing and relationships and romance is this entire other dimension to me. But it's not a galaxy away...its right outside my door at the park or at the bar.
That's what's so fucking jarring about inceldom. Right in front of you there are people experiencing love and romance and it feels like such an alien world to you but it's not truly alien because 99% of the people around you have experienced it at some point.
How fucking lost and confused do I feel when I'm in public and people start chatting away shit like "omg my boyfriend ____" or "I had the craziest ex gf lol" and stuff like that. Fucking crazy.
Won't experience it because I'm ugly. I could try hardcore careermaxxing and looksmaxing and pay for a maxila surgery and buccal fat removal but my lazy retard ass won't do that.