FACEandLMS
I Should KMS
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- Nov 8, 2017
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Everytime I see someone with straight lower eyelids, I die a little more inside. I had a blepharoplasty bamck when I didn't know fuck-all about eye-aesthetics otherwise I would have ensured that not only my lower eyelids be raised but they also be made as straight as possible. I would have also asked for my canthal tilt to be made more slayer.
I might as well be acidfaced. I'm not that less attractive than if I were.
I noticed my sexdrive tank in the last few weeks. Maybe it's depression. Maybe it's my body going into "protection mode", like why expend a useless need, eh? I notice my sexdrive comes back if I'm actually standing near or interacting with a woman, so maybe it's that. I hope it isn't the agepill fucking me over already. I'm already late for surgerymaxxing, let alone for getting surgeries that I already got. I couldn't afford to get this one wrong. I am on borrowed time as an oldcel as it is. I digress.
I fucked up royally by not knowing enough about eyes back in 2014 when I had surgery.
Rather than surgery though, I'd rather be dead. That's my #1 wish. To be dead.