Just one stare can ruin my entire day and sometimes multiple days

[trrrrrsarescary]

If I go out to the gym or shopping or walking down the street and someone stares at me (if you're a genuine truecel you will know exactly the type of stare I'm talking about), it sends me into an instant spiral of primal violent rage in my mind, I suddenly get the most vicious hateful thoughts that last for about an hour or two, it's unbearable, like genuinely unbearable rage that makes me wanna tear my skin off

Because I don't just get upset about that one stare in the moment, the moment I notice a stare I instantly remember every other stare I've gotten going back to when I was 16, and every brutal social rejection and every time foids have looks bothered by my appearance, they all start coming in all at once and I start seething and feeling like utter shit about how ugly and lonely I am, and it eventually kinda fizzles out and then gets triggered when I get stared at again, or even just randomly remember a stare

Idk wtf is happening in my brain to make this happen or if there's a way to treat it

 

[Mr Black]

I had this same and i started acting violently but few meds fixed it and im rather apathetic now.

 

[Chirag gupta]

Best way to prevent this is to not leave the house. Worked pretty well for me

 

[Gaelic-Truecel]

Normies often whisper about me particularly when my skin condition flares up on face.
Also they often comment about my angry facial expression even though it's just my natural resting face. I have overheard at least 5 people making fun of my angry face.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

Idk wtf is happening in my brain to make this happen or if there's a way to treat it

Seems like a natural reaction to being glanced down upon as a subhuman.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

Receiving stares of disgust must be quite brutal; I personally never get stared at, as if I am completely invisible.

 

[ihatelife2]

This really sucks. Personally I just look down at the ground when outside. You shouldn't have to do this but it's about sanity

 

[trrrrrsarescary]

Best way to prevent this is to not leave the house. Worked pretty well for me

I still feel like shit if I spontaneously remember the stares tho

 

[t3mcel]

Best way to prevent this is to not leave the house. Worked pretty well for me

born to stay home forced to leave

 

[garrett]

Hermitmax. Last time I went out I got a train into town, and almost threw myself in front of it from seething rage, desperation and hopelessness after being gawked at the entire trip. And this stupid fucking foid mother and daughter, i'm seething typing this, FAKED the seat being reserved so I didn't sit next to the stupid cunt. And i didn't have the balls to challenge her, the obese football hooligan dad was sounding off making me feel like a small manlet sack of shit.

Mb for the rant, but hermitmaxxing is the way. This shit is just too much to bare. It's too much for our brains to process. We're genetic failures who need to shield ourselves to survive

 

[whiteboyhair]

I’m still traumatized from the time a girl gave me the most disgusting look ever in high school. She looked at me like she absolutely hated my guts and wanted to see me head. It’s still engraved in my mind.

 

[trrrrrsarescary]

Hermitmax. Last time I went out I got a train into town, and almost threw myself in front of it from seething rage, desperation and hopelessness after being gawked at the entire trip. And this stupid fucking foid mother and daughter, i'm seething typing this, FAKED the seat being reserved so I didn't sit next to the stupid cunt. And i didn't have the balls to challenge her, the obese football hooligan dad was sounding off making me feel like a small manlet sack of shit.

Mb for the rant, but hermitmaxxing is the way. This shit is just too much to bare. It's too much for our brains to process. We're genetic failures who need to shield ourselves to survive

If I hermitmaxx it means they win

 

[garrett]

If I hermitmaxx it means they win

They win either way, brocel. Everything in between is cope

 

[fuckTHEfoids1123453]

If I go out to the gym or shopping or walking down the street and someone stares at me (if you're a genuine truecel you will know exactly the type of stare I'm talking about), it sends me into an instant spiral of primal violent rage in my mind, I suddenly get the most vicious hateful thoughts that last for about an hour or two, it's unbearable, like genuinely unbearable rage that makes me wanna tear my skin off

Because I don't just get upset about that one stare in the moment, the moment I notice a stare I instantly remember every other stare I've gotten going back to when I was 16, and every brutal social rejection and every time foids have looks bothered by my appearance, they all start coming in all at once and I start seething and feeling like utter shit about how ugly and lonely I am, and it eventually kinda fizzles out and then gets triggered when I get stared at again, or even just randomly remember a stare

Idk wtf is happening in my brain to make this happen or if there's a way to treat it

Happens to me too a lot man, I remember walking to my next class and my crush who was looksmatched with me gave an absolute look of disgust like I just raped her or something. When I went back home later that day I did endless amounts of push ups to just somehow ease the pain. Shit still haunts me