Venting Just got back from someones 60th birthday party

[anotherwastedlife]

As always i'm the first one to leave since its currently ongoing and i don't like events such as that because i'm a spergy incel outcast

Its so miserable, the party was for someone is a role model, a strong mentor, someone who has 4 kids and 6 grandkids, to celebrate that he is 60 years old

I'm 26 right now but by the time i'm 60 i'll probably be dead from roping long before if i grow a backbone to do it, but i'll most likely live until then and be the complete opposite; a depressed, weak, neet, autistic incel like now but at 60 years old. The past was shit, the present was shit, why would the future be any different? I will never be a role model, i will never be a father, i will never have a family, i will never have a girlfriend, i will never have a job, i will never have a 60th birthday and i will never have anything worthwhile all because i am deffective

I hate it, i hate having to talk to alcohol obsessed drunken normalfags that are 40+, i hate the loud noises, i hate the shitty frozen food and i hate the photos being taken of my horrid self, i'm going to bed

Dnr: went to 60 year olds party, hate it because i'm autistic incel

 

[Ron.Belgrade]

Dnr: went to 60 year olds party, hate it because i'm autistic incel

ty for the tldr

 

[Sloth]

ty for the tldr

 

[Esoteric7]

Brutal when your brothers/sisters and younger cousins start forming their own familys while you're still at 0