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Yeah, because paying 100 dollars for an hour of fake friendship is totally going to fix emotional misery caused by ugliness-induced loneliness.
It's completely useless.
I went through extensive therapy when I was younger, it didn't help me at all. I've found that simple meditation is more useful than anything the therapists had suggested to me.
The rapist is just an escort for your feelingsI had just one time in my life where i really wanted to rope honestly, and went to therapy
I costed around 100 euros an hour, and i really felt like, this person (woman) was interested in my problems and could help me
One day, i could not show up,(and on that day i wanted to tell her that i cant afford anymore therapy because im so broke ), and so i called her, and told her i cant come because my car broke down, and that i wont come anyhow, because i lost my job and that i cant pay for therapy any longer
She told me that i have to pay that hour anyway
I told her that im really sorry, and that i cant pay it because i have literally no money
So she decided to go to her lawyer and put charges on me
Kek, the only person i had some respect for, and somewhat of a connection, actually put charges on me because i did not pay that one appointment because i lost my job
This was really the time when i woke up, where i realized that there is no friendship on this world, everything is about money, and that no one helps you once you are were i was
I was so close to killing myself
Lol, that's disgusting.I had just one time in my life where i really wanted to rope honestly, and went to therapy
I costed around 100 euros an hour, and i really felt like, this person (woman) was interested in my problems and could help me
One day, i could not show up,(and on that day i wanted to tell her that i cant afford anymore therapy because im so broke ), and so i called her, and told her i cant come because my car broke down, and that i wont come anyhow, because i lost my job and that i cant pay for therapy any longer
She told me that i have to pay that hour anyway
I told her that im really sorry, and that i cant pay it because i have literally no money
So she decided to go to her lawyer and put charges on me
Kek, the only person i had some respect for, and somewhat of a connection, actually put charges on me because i did not pay that one appointment because i lost my job
This was really the time when i woke up, where i realized that there is no friendship on this world, everything is about money, and that no one helps you once you are were i was
I was so close to killing myself
Sometimes I just try to clear my mind, to focus on nothing, imagine myself as nothing. Other times I'll try to construct a specific place in my mind. I'm naturally a very anxious person, it helps me with emotional regulation.what meditation did you do? how did you find it helpful, specifically?
I want to laugh but this is so sad. did she really take you to court over 100 euro? the lawyer's consultation fee was probably 2-3x that...I had just one time in my life where i really wanted to rope honestly, and went to therapy
I costed around 100 euros an hour, and i really felt like, this person (woman) was interested in my problems and could help me
One day, i could not show up,(and on that day i wanted to tell her that i cant afford anymore therapy because im so broke ), and so i called her, and told her i cant come because my car broke down, and that i wont come anyhow, because i lost my job and that i cant pay for therapy any longer
She told me that i have to pay that hour anyway
I told her that im really sorry, and that i cant pay it because i have literally no money
So she decided to go to her lawyer and put charges on me
Kek, the only person i had some respect for, and somewhat of a connection, actually put charges on me because i did not pay that one appointment because i lost my job
This was really the time when i woke up, where i realized that there is no friendship on this world, everything is about money, and that no one helps you once you are were i was
I was so close to killing myself
I had just one time in my life where i really wanted to rope honestly, and went to therapy
I costed around 100 euros an hour, and i really felt like, this person (woman) was interested in my problems and could help me
One day, i could not show up,(and on that day i wanted to tell her that i cant afford anymore therapy because im so broke ), and so i called her, and told her i cant come because my car broke down, and that i wont come anyhow, because i lost my job and that i cant pay for therapy any longer
She told me that i have to pay that hour anyway
I told her that im really sorry, and that i cant pay it because i have literally no money
So she decided to go to her lawyer and put charges on me
Kek, the only person i had some respect for, and somewhat of a connection, actually put charges on me because i did not pay that one appointment because i lost my job
This was really the time when i woke up, where i realized that there is no friendship on this world, everything is about money, and that no one helps you once you are were i was
I was so close to killing myself
Yes she didI want to laugh but this is so sad. did she really take you to court over 100 euro? the lawyer's consultation fee was probably 2-3x that...
Unbelievable.Yes she did
In the end, it were like 800 Euros i had to pay, because when her lawyer started to send me mails, i already had some debt accumulated, so i could not pay immediately. The sum went up quite fast. She wanted to ruin me financially
I hope you didn't payYes she did
In the end, it were like 800 Euros i had to pay, because when her lawyer started to send me mails, i already had some debt accumulated, so i could not pay immediately. The sum went up quite fast. She wanted to ruin me financially
that is FUCKED... closest ive been to something like that was one time i missed an appointment with a dentist and he started harassing me over the phone demanding to get paid, saying he had bought some expensive materials for my implant. i was actually planning on paying him and rescheduling but i didn't like his tone so i just hanged up and blocked him, then found some other dentist to finish the procedure. i started getting calls from his office once a week demanding to get paid but i just ignored them. he gave up after 6 monthsYes she did
In the end, it were like 800 Euros i had to pay, because when her lawyer started to send me mails, i already had some debt accumulated, so i could not pay immediately. The sum went up quite fast. She wanted to ruin me financially
I had to, there is a law, which only affects psychotherapists and exactly this type of work, so you make an appointment for therapy, and you have to pay nonetheless, if you come or not. Its lays in the accommodation of the therapists, to actually say, no if you have a problem, an accident, or cant come, you dont have to pay. But if he or she insists, she can go to court, and demand that moneyI hope you didn't pay
Wow that's absolutely disgusting. Therapy is just preying and manipulating mentally weak/ill patients for their own personal gain. This is a very much needed blackpill. Thank you.I had to, there is a law, which only affects psychotherapists and exactly this type of work, so you make an appointment for therapy, and you have to pay nonetheless, if you come or not. Its lays in the accommodation of the therapists, to actually say, no if you have a problem, an accident, or cant come, you dont have to pay. But if he or she insists, she can go to court, and demand that money
Thats also the reason why she pressured me to come, she always said we are going to do this and that, in the following years of therapy ( she told me to come for therapy at least once a week for at least 2 years )
At that time i was very fragile and i was scared to actually say no, so im glad it ended this way
The idea of her actually trying to worsen my problems, to have me go to therapy longer, is something i often thought about
Wow that's absolutely disgusting. Therapy is just preying and manipulating mentally weak/ill patients for their own personal gain. This is a very much needed blackpill. Thank you.
Because they were told to in school and have no idea how therapy actually works.Unbelievable.
So why do normies recommend therapy again?
I know an ugly man who was brainwashed by therapy into believing that looks don't matter at all in dating (yet still didn't have any success). I dropped blackpill bombs on him at some point and you could see on his face the conflict between harsh truth and pleasant delusion.Therapy won't help, their main task is to make you bluepilled at any cost once again. Obviously wouldn't work, if you are fully blackpilled, but they will try to brainwash you.
Most people are aware of blackpill, yet refusing to believe it, because living in bluepilled illusions is always easier. Until they start trying. Bluepill can make you legit depressed and suicidal, when you keep trying and fail every single time, but blame no one, but yourself. Illusions are pleasant, as you mentioned, but utterly toxic and useless in the same time.you could see on his face the conflict between harsh truth and pleasant delusion.