W
My mom has already blackpilled me to a degree when I discovered she divorced my former chad lite father (when I was 6) not long after he began balding, and when I was 19 she noticed I was balding and immediately had me take finasteride (which would have been great if only she hadn't sent me to a lousy clinic that used far too low of a dosage to couneract my potent baldcel genes...) Plus in the past few years, when she finally seemed to understand that I'll end up a permavirgin, I noticed her becoming more distant to me, when previously she was always trying to get closer.
Now I found out she has been cheating on the guy she remarried to shortly after divorcing my dad, aka my step father. They've been together for almost 20 years now, and they always seemed to get along really well. I didn't see it coming at all, but now to think of it my mom has been virtually never at home due to being a workaholic; she's always either with coworkers or out partying with her friends, so it's starting to make sense. Still, I never imagined my own mother would resort to this. My step dad, although I'm not that fond of him, did everything he could to be a good husband. This whole time he has showed nothing but love and dedication, he and my mother virtually never even fought until lately. The only thing is that he's much older than my mom, and has the typical boomer out of shape body. Otherwise, he's done nothing wrong at all.
It infuriates me because despite being aware of the blackpill, I always believed my mother was an exception, and I've always been reluctant to leave home because I was afraid to leave her behind. Now I realize this whole time she has been just like all the other horrible women I hear about. She is a selfish cunt who wants to pour everything into her career and social life at the expense of her family. She has been like this all along, ever since she divorced my dad, but now she has taken it to the logical conclusion.
I want nothing to do with this cunt I used to call my mother, I hope grandma and grandpa spit on her down from heaven. In a couple days I'll be moving in with my dad as I should've done as soon I was old enough to (I almost did but my lying whore cunt of a mother convinced me out of it by shedding crocodile tears). Maybe at some point I will move far away from this town, as I hardly have what can be called a family here anyway. As for getting married, as my mother once insisted I'm destined to some day do, I've given up the little hope of that which still remained.
Now I found out she has been cheating on the guy she remarried to shortly after divorcing my dad, aka my step father. They've been together for almost 20 years now, and they always seemed to get along really well. I didn't see it coming at all, but now to think of it my mom has been virtually never at home due to being a workaholic; she's always either with coworkers or out partying with her friends, so it's starting to make sense. Still, I never imagined my own mother would resort to this. My step dad, although I'm not that fond of him, did everything he could to be a good husband. This whole time he has showed nothing but love and dedication, he and my mother virtually never even fought until lately. The only thing is that he's much older than my mom, and has the typical boomer out of shape body. Otherwise, he's done nothing wrong at all.
It infuriates me because despite being aware of the blackpill, I always believed my mother was an exception, and I've always been reluctant to leave home because I was afraid to leave her behind. Now I realize this whole time she has been just like all the other horrible women I hear about. She is a selfish cunt who wants to pour everything into her career and social life at the expense of her family. She has been like this all along, ever since she divorced my dad, but now she has taken it to the logical conclusion.
I want nothing to do with this cunt I used to call my mother, I hope grandma and grandpa spit on her down from heaven. In a couple days I'll be moving in with my dad as I should've done as soon I was old enough to (I almost did but my lying whore cunt of a mother convinced me out of it by shedding crocodile tears). Maybe at some point I will move far away from this town, as I hardly have what can be called a family here anyway. As for getting married, as my mother once insisted I'm destined to some day do, I've given up the little hope of that which still remained.
