Venting Just cried in front of my mom again.

[WeirdPanda]

Was talking with her about how being a social pariah and my lack of success in school would carry on through the rest of my life. Then she just started pointing out my bad traits and my past mistakes (such as when I semi-stalked a foid in highschool and got shamed by everyone for it) and it got to the point where I couldn't handle it anymore and just started crying. I can't really control when I cry so I just started wiping the tears off my face and she began to try and console me like the usual when I have these kind of breakdowns.

This actually only started because I told her that I'd kill myself if she took away my electronics permanently because they are pretty much the only comfort I even have.

My face is a mess right now. I look so ugly when I cry. The only way that I can get any kind of positive attention at all is getting people to pity me anyways. She and anyone only ever give me this kind of attention at my worst moments.

God I wish I wasn't so worthless to everyone. Of course, it's impossible and wishful thinking, but this I'm absolutely sure wouldn't happen if people actually liked me or if I had a girlfriend who loved me.

Everyone is just so cold and expects so much of me even when I just can't fucking do it, man. It's just so hard.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

I'm sorry to hear that man, It's a miserable existence

 

[Todd Thundercock]

No women, including your mother, can empathize for you.

I assume you still live with your parents, so the only option is suck it up and do whatever so you can maintain your copes.

 

[WeirdPanda]

No women, including your mother, can empathize for you.

I assume you still live with your parents, so the only option is suck it up and do whatever so you can maintain your copes.

She's got an emotional monopoly on me, though. My brother is mean to me and I haven't spent nearly enough time with both him and my dad and I can't relate to my brother because I'm a pussy, and also can't relate to my dad because I don't like soccer.

I think I'm way too emotionally attached and dependent on her. It kinda sucks.

 

[KingOfInceldia]

What was ur mother's reaction to all this?

 

[V c z s q e]

Gotta move on dude. Nobody remembers High school shit trust me and no it's not that big of a factor in success later on in life.

 

[WeirdPanda]

What was ur mother's reaction to all this?

She actually means well for me but she can't accept that people genuinely don't like me out there. She thinks it's because I try to fawn and appease to the wrong people and that's why I'm stepped all over. She thinks I'm gonna succeed in life because apparently I'm smart or something and if I try more and stop being immature.

She reacted well in my opinion but she fails to understand some stuff.

 

[KingOfInceldia]

She actually means well for me but she can't accept that people genuinely don't like me out there. She thinks it's because I try to fawn and appease to the wrong people and that's why I'm stepped all over. She thinks I'm gonna succeed in life because apparently I'm smart or something and if I try more and stop being immature.

She reacted well in my opinion but she fails to understand some stuff.

And you can't relate to ur father because u don't like the sportsball?

 

[WeirdPanda]

And you can't relate to ur father because u don't like the sportsball?

Yes ever since I was a kid that's the only thing i know he likes

 

[oldNgreycel]

Sounds like you're a youngcel. Still in HS? It's a very short and insignificant part of your life.

 

[KingOfInceldia]

Yes ever since I was a kid that's the only thing i know he likes

Probably just his excuse.

Any parent should make an effort to relate to their kid.

If I had a kid, and he liked gymnastics, well... I guess we both like gymnastics

 

[WeirdPanda]

Probably just his excuse.

Any parent should make an effort to relate to their kid.

If I had a kid, and he liked gymnastics, well... I guess we both like gymnastics

Well i never really thought about it like that but i never had it any other way so i guess ur right. I don't really know what to make with that though.

 

[oldNgreycel]

Yes ever since I was a kid that's the only thing i know he likes

I get this. Even since I was a kid I had trouble relating to other guys because I found all sports mind numbingly boring.

 

[WeirdPanda]

Sounds like you're a youngcel. Still in HS? It's a very short and insignificant part of your life.

I just saw this. No, not really. I just left it a short while ago though.

 

[SubhumanGamer]

I am sorry that happened brocel, keep your chin up bud.

 

[KingOfInceldia]

Well i never really thought about it like that but i never had it any other way so i guess ur right. I don't really know what to make with that though.

There's a possibity ur dad just doesn't give a fuck and it's not on you how that realtionship went down.

Probably this is scenario where you gotta be ur own dad kinda thing

 

[DarkStar]

I'm sorry that happened mang, that's awful

How did she react to you telling her that?

 

[Todd Thundercock]

She actually means well for me but she can't accept that people genuinely don't like me out there. She thinks it's because I try to fawn and appease to the wrong people and that's why I'm stepped all over. She thinks I'm gonna succeed in life because apparently I'm smart or something and if I try more and stop being immature.

She reacted well in my opinion but she fails to understand some stuff.

She's never going to understand you on this. I know it's tough, but you must bottle these thoughts around your mother.

 

[Grodd]

No women, including your mother, can empathize for you.

 

[Bitter_And_Angry]

No women, including your mother, can empathize for you.

 

[fullofchagrin]

Was talking with her about how being a social pariah and my lack of success in school would carry on through the rest of my life. Then she just started pointing out my bad traits and my past mistakes (such as when I semi-stalked a foid in highschool and got shamed by everyone for it) and it got to the point where I couldn't handle it anymore and just started crying. I can't really control when I cry so I just started wiping the tears off my face and she began to try and console me like the usual when I have these kind of breakdowns.

This actually only started because I told her that I'd kill myself if she took away my electronics permanently because they are pretty much the only comfort I even have.

My face is a mess right now. I look so ugly when I cry. The only way that I can get any kind of positive attention at all is getting people to pity me anyways. She and anyone only ever give me this kind of attention at my worst moments.

God I wish I wasn't so worthless to everyone. Of course, it's impossible and wishful thinking, but this I'm absolutely sure wouldn't happen if people actually liked me or if I had a girlfriend who loved me.

Everyone is just so cold and expects so much of me even when I just can't fucking do it, man. It's just so hard.

i wish i could cry, last time i cried was when i was a kid

 

[psyop]

Not tryna shit on you but you’ll regret this. She’ll use your vulnerability against you in the future. It’s in their nature

 

[allDead]

Not tryna shit on you but you’ll regret this. She’ll use your vulnerability against you in the future. It’s in their nature

 

[Friezacel]

Gotta move on dude. Nobody remembers High school shit trust me and no it's not that big of a factor in success later on in life.

Cope harder

High school never ends

what are you gonna say next ? That personality is the only thing that matters ?

 

[starystulejarz]

No women, including your mother, can empathize for you.

They were always treated well and simped by hundreds of guys (ofc they rejected 99% of them for trivial reasons) while we get treated worse than rats

 

[Emba]

Cope harder

High school never ends

what are you gonna say next ? That personality is the only thing that matters ?

It's like, duh... Wtf?