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mister88
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Going to a whore as a 30y/o KHHV can be nerve wrecking, but it takes balls to actually come through with it.
If you're 20+ y/o KHHV can you imagine getting a GF who already has experience and how it all would go down? She would be weirded out by your lack of knowledge on how to kiss and have sex at that age and dump you right away. If you're 20+ y/o KHHV the only option to gain experience is to visit escorts.
Anyway, back to my story, I booked an escort for 30 mins, she looked 7.5/10 in her pictures, and 6.5-7/10 in person, before coming to her I drank 150ml of hard liquor for courage, my heart was beating fast and I was extremely nervous to finally have this experience.
Once I was there she greeted me and after a quick shower I was ready for action, 1st mistake I made is telling her that she's a first "professional" I've ever visited, implying that I'm not a virgin but she's a first escort - she made an awkward laugh, it was very cringe. She but a condom on my limp dick and started sucking it, it wasn't going very well it took 10 mins for me to get semi hard, 2nd mistake she offered me to lay on my back but I refused (from experience fapping on your back doesn't feel as good, so I thought it would be the same) after another 5mins of sucking I got really hard and was ready to fuck her, as soon as she stopped sucking I attempted to insert my dick in her vagina, knowing that I have no experience and it was dark it was no easy task, I tried and my dick went from being hard to 30% limp making it impossible to insert it in her vagina (can't forget that my heart was beating very fast and I was nervous through all this) I told her to just keep sucking it, at that point she's been sucking my dick for like 15 mins, she glanced at the phone like 3 times to see how much more time is remaining through the rest of it...
At her 3rd glance at the phone she said 5 mins are remaining and she didn't seamed pleased with that, which killed the mood for me and my dick went semi limp. Finally time has ended, I told her I can extend for another 30 mins, but she said she'd rather not (tired from sucking dick for half an hour), JFL at that point I said ok, took a quick shower and left.
Overall, I was expecting that the blowjob will feel a lot better, even though she had a nice looking natural tits caressing them didn't feel as good as I was expecting, a piece of meat, looking at them in porn feels a lot better than actually looking at them in real life and touching them... As a first timer I thought I'll cum quickly, but I couldn't cum in 30mins JFL. If you're expecting a blowjob or sex to feel any better than fapping to porn then you'll be very disappointed.
Also I found out about myself that I prefer taller and thin/athletic women, she was decent looking 6.5-7/10 in the face, but was short 5'5-5'4, not chubby, but not athletic ether.
Porn is a completely different thing than experiencing it real, I'll have to quit watching porn and try going to an escort again sometime. All in all the whole thing didn't feel even one tenth of what I imagined fantasizing about it through the years. A fleshlight fells better than a blowjob with a condom.
There's zero mystery to the whole thing, I have no need for a GF, and experience with an escort was no better than fapping and worse than a fleshlight.
TIPS
If you finally decide to visit an escort as a KHHV - don't refuse to lay on your back and let the whore do all the work, don't tell her that you're a virgin or that it's your first time with an escort.
If you're 20+ y/o KHHV can you imagine getting a GF who already has experience and how it all would go down? She would be weirded out by your lack of knowledge on how to kiss and have sex at that age and dump you right away. If you're 20+ y/o KHHV the only option to gain experience is to visit escorts.
Anyway, back to my story, I booked an escort for 30 mins, she looked 7.5/10 in her pictures, and 6.5-7/10 in person, before coming to her I drank 150ml of hard liquor for courage, my heart was beating fast and I was extremely nervous to finally have this experience.
Once I was there she greeted me and after a quick shower I was ready for action, 1st mistake I made is telling her that she's a first "professional" I've ever visited, implying that I'm not a virgin but she's a first escort - she made an awkward laugh, it was very cringe. She but a condom on my limp dick and started sucking it, it wasn't going very well it took 10 mins for me to get semi hard, 2nd mistake she offered me to lay on my back but I refused (from experience fapping on your back doesn't feel as good, so I thought it would be the same) after another 5mins of sucking I got really hard and was ready to fuck her, as soon as she stopped sucking I attempted to insert my dick in her vagina, knowing that I have no experience and it was dark it was no easy task, I tried and my dick went from being hard to 30% limp making it impossible to insert it in her vagina (can't forget that my heart was beating very fast and I was nervous through all this) I told her to just keep sucking it, at that point she's been sucking my dick for like 15 mins, she glanced at the phone like 3 times to see how much more time is remaining through the rest of it...
At her 3rd glance at the phone she said 5 mins are remaining and she didn't seamed pleased with that, which killed the mood for me and my dick went semi limp. Finally time has ended, I told her I can extend for another 30 mins, but she said she'd rather not (tired from sucking dick for half an hour), JFL at that point I said ok, took a quick shower and left.
Overall, I was expecting that the blowjob will feel a lot better, even though she had a nice looking natural tits caressing them didn't feel as good as I was expecting, a piece of meat, looking at them in porn feels a lot better than actually looking at them in real life and touching them... As a first timer I thought I'll cum quickly, but I couldn't cum in 30mins JFL. If you're expecting a blowjob or sex to feel any better than fapping to porn then you'll be very disappointed.
Also I found out about myself that I prefer taller and thin/athletic women, she was decent looking 6.5-7/10 in the face, but was short 5'5-5'4, not chubby, but not athletic ether.
Porn is a completely different thing than experiencing it real, I'll have to quit watching porn and try going to an escort again sometime. All in all the whole thing didn't feel even one tenth of what I imagined fantasizing about it through the years. A fleshlight fells better than a blowjob with a condom.
There's zero mystery to the whole thing, I have no need for a GF, and experience with an escort was no better than fapping and worse than a fleshlight.
TIPS
If you finally decide to visit an escort as a KHHV - don't refuse to lay on your back and let the whore do all the work, don't tell her that you're a virgin or that it's your first time with an escort.